Alhamdulilah, everything went well last year. Its a year to remember of course. With lots of great memories peeled off day by day, meeting new people place to place. Its an amazing year for me and insyaallah to anyone of you out there. Again, not forgetting all the memorable moments with my beloved family, friends, buddies and all.

Clearly, I'm going to miss you, 2010. Its impossible to forget you even if I want to. I studied hard, I worked hard, I played hard, I done stuffs hard. Reminiscing past year moments, I'm so grateful to God for giving such great opportunity to me. It might be nothing to you, but it meant a lot to me. Those achievements, ongoing 'rezeki' from Him to me and my family can't be compared to our total gratitudeness to Him. Thanks a lot, Ya Allah. Thank you so much. :)

But yeah, everything was not that perfect. Yes, I guess I played alot. Well thanks to the very very long break after SPM, I've becoming lazier and lazier everyday. haishhh.. Though I'm still trying hard to overcome it, there will be these obstacles. Insyaallah I'm going to give my best, Aamin~~

Great Family; Thanks Mak, Abah, Naziha, Amni and Adik! ::))

Best of Best Pals; Thanks Faeez, Aqmal, Filzah, Azri, Saddiq, Wan, Athirah dan semua! ::))

The Neverending Buddies; Thanks Nisa, Nad, Seri, Najihah, Azzah! ::))


Amazing Ex-Classmates of 2010; Thanks all! I won't forget you guys! ::))

Blehh~~ yup, thats what I feel these past few days. Might be the last few weeks too. I don't know being among these super smart students would make me look so pathetic, so pessimistic,, or passive I would say. Initially, it wasn't supposed to be thisss bad. Guess I'm still NOT YET getting through this so-called new way of life,, college life much.

I'm ultimately grateful for getting the opportunity to be here, to be with these wonderful plus excellent kids from all over Malaysia. It has been a great experience and still ongoing, getting to know each other better despite of different backgrounds and cultures. I'm thankful being one part of these awesome people. Guess, I'll just have to buckle up, take it easy, stop being too emotional or perhaps too pathetic.

I'll say this out loud in my very PRECIOUS own heart, " Go Nursya!!! You can do it! It's a brand new day, and you'll learn to learn something new!",, insyaallah everyday from now own. After having a small talk with some incrediblepluskind seniors, I'll probably reconstruct my goals here. Not pushing myself to be THE best student here, BUT to be the best out of me. -Ignore those small little voices that have been the stonewall of all the positive vibes out of you- Get out of my mindd you eenie meenie small voices! I'm going to prove to myself, to my parents that I'm going to succeed despite of all the hardships and obstacles that confront me. Looking forward, people, looking ahead to achieve your goals in your life.

p/s: how about we use this word, 'plethora', in my blog after this? ouhh, you can use it too in your daily conversations! please do so, together we power up our word power. hahaha ;;pp

with love,

nursyaFIINA

p/s: yet I'm still adapting with the college environment. Man, it sure takes a whole lot more time than I thought it would be. Please oh please,,, smartness do come to me!!! I'm desperately needed you this time!

with lots of smilesmile;

nursyaFIINA

Salam and hiiii everybody! Okayy I'm trying my best to create the suitable mood here. Nahh, not sure how,,

see this girl up here. Yeah she's smiling obviously but she's not in the inside. So-called happy. She's pretending to be one though.

So here how it goes. I'm easily feeling down nowadays. Blehhh... With all this stressing and tensing air filling up, its just too fast to be absorbed in. Everything seems to be wrong; the time I went to college, the way I study, the way I feel. Sometimes I could even be confused with who I am right now. Its true people saying A-level is hard. Well, I do tried to take the positive ones. I DO people, not that I don't. People here, they are all super smart like really really smart. GENIUSS MUCHH! Man, I feel so intimidated, so low, so defeatable (ohkayyy is there such word? whtever..). I want to be great too, I want to be smart too like them. But but and but,, how?? The way they study here is wayyyyy so much different than during SPM times. Ahhhh glorious time. Nah, unusable anymoree.

One more 'but', yeah I've determined to change that. Changing to a better person, by ignoring what other people might say, by ignoring that they are better than you(well you're good too right?duhhh), by saying this to myself everydayy "I'm going to be successful and hereby I say, I will do my very best to score each and every each of the exam here!". Saya akan jadi hebat juga suatu hari nanti! Tengok jelah nanti! ::))) Fighting people!

with that I say, don't ever give up! Thats practically what I say to myself everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. Insyallah we pray for the best from the best. Look into the mirror, and say this, you can do thiss!! Go go go!! :))

I'll do my best to change this attitude I promise. I'll be much more aware of whats happening around. Sorry again friends. *guiltiness*