the so-called PNUT

To be told now and then :)

2011-01-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

Always continue the climb. It is possible for you to do whatever you choose, if you first get to know who you are and are willing to work with a power that is greater than ourselves to do it.

Ella Wheeler Wilcox

Greeting 2011 ::))

2011-01-04T23:19:00.007+08:00

CELEBRATING NEW YEAR 2011 FULL OF CURIOSITY, INDECISIVE MOMENTS AND *Insyaallah* TOTAL HAPPINESS.

Alhamdulilah, everything went well last year. Its a year to remember of course. With lots of great memories peeled off day by day, meeting new people place to place. Its an amazing year for me and insyaallah to anyone of you out there. Again, not forgetting all the memorable moments with my beloved family, friends, buddies and all.

Clearly, I'm going to miss you, 2010. Its impossible to forget you even if I want to. I studied hard, I worked hard, I played hard, I done stuffs hard. Reminiscing past year moments, I'm so grateful to God for giving such great opportunity to me. It might be nothing to you, but it meant a lot to me. Those achievements, ongoing 'rezeki' from Him to me and my family can't be compared to our total gratitudeness to Him. Thanks a lot, Ya Allah. Thank you so much. :)

But yeah, everything was not that perfect. Yes, I guess I played alot. Well thanks to the very very long break after SPM, I've becoming lazier and lazier everyday. haishhh.. Though I'm still trying hard to overcome it, there will be these obstacles. Insyaallah I'm going to give my best, Aamin~~

Wish in 2010 :
1. Work after SPM *done*
2. Get good results for SPM *Alhamdulilah :) *
3. Get into college *also Alhamdulilah, despite of all the hardships been through :) *
4. Study hard and smart *err, not sure really. but yeah considered done, I'm in 2011 already what? haha ;) *
5. Play hard during semester break *Ooohh totally not missing it,, clearly done hehe ;;pp*

So *drummsss* my very own wishlist of 2011 (will keep updating every now and then ;;DD)
1. Read alot.
2. Again with the reading. ngeng~~
3. Studyy smart yeah REALLY smart, cause not much time to play anymore.
4. Be active too. (Lets see, SPORTS, CLUBS and whatsoever,, keep busying myself)
5. Undeniable good example to my sistas (ceh ceh,,, macam bagus jekk. but yeah I promised that to myself okay?*
6. Create more great memories with family and friends. ::)) can't wait!
7. Being less ignorant, as in get to know things better, no?
8. Balance effort + prayers = success *Insyallah ::)) *
9. Keep updated with the world around. hahaha cause I rarely read newspaper,, hehehe ;;pp
10. Be happy in spite of all the depressing, fear and stressful times.

Of all that,, another big applause to my family and friends. Thanks so much for being there, supporting all the way. Thanks alot for giving much happiness and pleasure to me. AGAIN, thanks! ::))

Great Family; Thanks Mak, Abah, Naziha, Amni and Adik! ::))

Best of Best Pals; Thanks Faeez, Aqmal, Filzah, Azri, Saddiq, Wan, Athirah dan semua! ::))

The Neverending Buddies; Thanks Nisa, Nad, Seri, Najihah, Azzah! ::))

Amazing Ex-Classmates of 2010; Thanks all! I won't forget you guys! ::))

Too many thoughts to spare with

2010-10-01T13:49:00.003+08:00

Salam. I've been heard this all day long, "What a fine day today". Yeah they may say it out loud. Not me. Not this pathetic young adult named Nursyafi'ina. She's having a pretty much disappointment of herself. She's having a breakdown at the moment.

Blehh~~ yup, thats what I feel these past few days. Might be the last few weeks too. I don't know being among these super smart students would make me look so pathetic, so pessimistic,, or passive I would say. Initially, it wasn't supposed to be thisss bad. Guess I'm still NOT YET getting through this so-called new way of life,, college life much.

I'm ultimately grateful for getting the opportunity to be here, to be with these wonderful plus excellent kids from all over Malaysia. It has been a great experience and still ongoing, getting to know each other better despite of different backgrounds and cultures. I'm thankful being one part of these awesome people. Guess, I'll just have to buckle up, take it easy, stop being too emotional or perhaps too pathetic.

I'll say this out loud in my very PRECIOUS own heart, " Go Nursya!!! You can do it! It's a brand new day, and you'll learn to learn something new!",, insyaallah everyday from now own. After having a small talk with some incrediblepluskind seniors, I'll probably reconstruct my goals here. Not pushing myself to be THE best student here, BUT to be the best out of me. -Ignore those small little voices that have been the stonewall of all the positive vibes out of you- Get out of my mindd you eenie meenie small voices! I'm going to prove to myself, to my parents that I'm going to succeed despite of all the hardships and obstacles that confront me. Looking forward, people, looking ahead to achieve your goals in your life.

p/s: how about we use this word, 'plethora', in my blog after this? ouhh, you can use it too in your daily conversations! please do so, together we power up our word power. hahaha ;;pp

with love,

nursyaFIINA

the DAY itself

2010-09-23T17:28:00.003+08:00

Howdie Doodle! Woahh tired much, but still I have really no idea how do I have THE mood to type this thing out. Guess I'm just too attracted to this laptop of mine. Huahuahua what a sentence??!! Ohkayy, so yesterday we have this so-called 11M11 'jamuan hari raya'. Yes, the thought of eating kuih raya, aahh full lah! But overall it was nice, had some get-along moments. We played 'musical chair' and 'truth or dare' game! We were like totally some bunch of happy-sunshine kids playing around WITH CHAIRS for God's sake,,, -_- Like usual, some chose truth and dares, the DARES were THE best obviously! You guys are totally awesome though and not forget to mention that you guys are SUPER SMART too!*jealousjealous* .

p/s: yet I'm still adapting with the college environment. Man, it sure takes a whole lot more time than I thought it would be. Please oh please,,, smartness do come to me!!! I'm desperately needed you this time!

with lots of smilesmile;

nursyaFIINA

Unwritten

2010-09-23T00:00:00.004+08:00

Salam and hiiii everybody! Okayy I'm trying my best to create the suitable mood here. Nahh, not sure how,,

see this girl up here. Yeah she's smiling obviously but she's not in the inside. So-called happy. She's pretending to be one though.

So here how it goes. I'm easily feeling down nowadays. Blehhh... With all this stressing and tensing air filling up, its just too fast to be absorbed in. Everything seems to be wrong; the time I went to college, the way I study, the way I feel. Sometimes I could even be confused with who I am right now. Its true people saying A-level is hard. Well, I do tried to take the positive ones. I DO people, not that I don't. People here, they are all super smart like really really smart. GENIUSS MUCHH! Man, I feel so intimidated, so low, so defeatable (ohkayyy is there such word? whtever..). I want to be great too, I want to be smart too like them. But but and but,, how?? The way they study here is wayyyyy so much different than during SPM times. Ahhhh glorious time. Nah, unusable anymoree.

One more 'but', yeah I've determined to change that. Changing to a better person, by ignoring what other people might say, by ignoring that they are better than you(well you're good too right?duhhh), by saying this to myself everydayy "I'm going to be successful and hereby I say, I will do my very best to score each and every each of the exam here!". Saya akan jadi hebat juga suatu hari nanti! Tengok jelah nanti! ::))) Fighting people!

with that I say, don't ever give up! Thats practically what I say to myself everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. Insyallah we pray for the best from the best. Look into the mirror, and say this, you can do thiss!! Go go go!! :))

Guilt -> Ignorant

2010-07-28T00:10:00.003+08:00

i dont know. i might not know. those words keep on flashing in my mind every second and then. just right now, i read fero's blog. i read zarul's msg. am i being ignorant or im just too busy? or what? i cant describe what i feel rite now, but yeah the guilt is filling the air. i felt so guilty not knowing my friends are facing huge, hardest problems out there. sorry my friends. sorry coz i might be ignorant these past few days. OMG, the guilt. sorry sorry sorry much. Old mistakes again. :'(

I'll do my best to change this attitude I promise. I'll be much more aware of whats happening around. Sorry again friends. *guiltiness*

.......

2010-07-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

*BUSY*

Alooonee

2010-07-17T12:06:00.002+08:00

Let's see, I'm alone in this room of the fifth floor. Everyone's out doing their own programmes, and I'm here alone pathetically watching movies plus A BIT of revising I could say! Ahaks, alone in all kinds of terms. Aiyahhh I'm bored lehh. I wish I knew how to use the TV Room, and btw, its downstairs which means I have to go to the 1st floor(*just imagine going up again. ) ngeng~~~

I wanted to go out, but no idea with whom. I wanted to go out, but no idea where to. I wanted to hang out, but yeah no idea if I had time to. I guess perspective plays the role. Change it or leave it. Never mind Nursya, take your time. You still have plenty of time here, to explore, to know stuffs, to know other people around. Insyaallah.

So yeah, I guess I'm going to do abit of revising instead o not doing anything. This 'messied' table of mine needs some clean up to do with. Have to bear with it. Ahaks.

Again, have a good life folks! Lead a happy life, with efforts there is SUCCESS! Amin~~~

Smilesmilesmilesmile ::::))))

withlove;
nursyaFIINA

MMS week ::))

2010-07-11T18:15:00.002+08:00

Facilitators for the Minggu Mesra Siswa. You guys are AMAZING!

One of our trips to the blocks in INTEC. Btw, I'm in Group 2. woohhoo ;;pp

Girls from me group. ngee~~~ ::))

Our group's faci, Zhen and the boys

Ice-breaking session. ::))

There, I have some few photos taken during the MMS. Tiring though. Just imagine our packed schedule from 5.30 a.m. till 11.00 p.m. for 4 straight days. Gahhh,,,superr tireddd, sleepy. But what can I say, orientation much, just bear with it lorrr.

I do like orientation week eventhough it would feel as awkward as it can be. The first 2 days I was most of the time alone, or so-called alone. If there's friend to accompany with, then I'll go with the flow. But yeah, most of the time these two days I was pretty much independent-self. ngeng~~~ (what kind of word is that?? ;;;ppp) Then then, the others were going pretty well. Have some few friends to chat with, to share story with. Nice one there :) Well, most of the scholars here had their old schoolmates back, so obviously they're hanging out most of the time with their FRIENDS. Till then, I misssssss my friendss! Hell yeah miss you guys lots! Normal situation though, never mind, by all means, I would endure the challenges here with the greatest strength of mentality and physically! Insyaallah...

So we did lots of stuffs during MMS. Cheers, games, tours, eattttt(best part), performances, dramas, laughhhh lots and lots(till your cheeks cant take it anymore!), meet new friends from all over Malaysia. *its fun looking at people speaking with diff kinds of accent, its uniquee! I likkkeee! ::)))

Okayyy, lets seee if I could recall my groupmates,, urrmmm ; Mim(leader), pa'an, fakhrul, kelvin, vichard, lirna, una, jess, joyce, shying, ika, fadh, hafiz, AK, me, mira, and ala ala ala I've forgotten the other 4 names I guesss (sory guysss, sory soryy :'( ) But yeah so we're a total of 19 (see see I still remember the nums ngee~~)

So we had the ice breaking session, known each other, played games, enjoyed the performances done from all diff. programmes. We have ALM, ALG, ALUK, ADFP, AUSMAT and the Russian programme. It was superb!!! And Justin Bieber's had the attention that night. His name, his song! Aiyoooo the saying of being too popularr!

ANNNDDDD of courseee lots and lots of thankkkkss to the facilitators of our MMS in INTEC, they did a great job!!! Their patience, their sportingness, their friendliliness. Thanksss much!!! <3>

By then, my life as an A level Medicine student in INTEC begins this Wednesday! Hope I can overcome all the life challenges there! Amin~~ To become a better and stronger person from the inside and outside. :::)))

with love;

nursyaFIINA

“Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.”

first WEEK in INTEC

2010-07-11T11:54:00.008+08:00

Salam everybody!! Aaahh finally I've got through the week without using any internet. Ngeng~~ eh I suffered okay??? Internet is LIFFEEE!!! No Internet means no LIFEE!! Hahahaha

So yeah I've been in Shah Alam to register in INTEC for my A Levels, practically since 4 July till yesterday. Now I'm back in JB and might be going back next tuesday Insyaallah. FFeewwwiitt,,,its been another new experience for me, staying away from home, staying away from everyday-routine-activities I did the past few months. Ngeng~~~

To be precise, I'm doing A-Level Medicine in INTEC for two years. The examboard would be the London edexcel, eventhough I didnt even know YET the meaning out of it. Staying in Kolej Akasia Seksyen 18. The house or should I call the apartment was quite decent and surprise surprise I'm cool with it! Just that I have to climb the stairs to the fifth floor like everyday!!! Fuiihhh experience much! Yes, I would look like someone who's just finished their marathon or what so, gaping for air at the end of the staircase. Huahuahua, totallyy!! But yeah, I'll get use to it sooner or later on. Lets talk bout the 'house' I'm living in :

my STEEL closet! ;p

Bed to sleep on? duhhh

my already 'messied' table. huahuahua :D

our pantry.

our shoe rack! im the below ones. hekhekhek

Maybe I'll just talk bout the Kolej I'm staying and the places nearby. About the internet, the Wifi provided not strong enough though and have to pay lorr! urrghh nooo! Guess me and the other housemates might be taking W1max or something like that, so we could share the bill together! smart eh? ngee~~ Oh before I forget, my housemates are Afiqah, Didiey and Stella. They all are awesome! Easy to get along with. So no probs.

So for the Cemara-ians and Akasians, we're quite lucky, pretty much lucky. Coz we're actually surrounded with some amazing places to go to. Here we have KFC, McD, Ayamas, Secret Recipe, the famous Al-Rafi Bistro(with wifi kay???), other restaurants, Mamak restaurants too! We even have bowling alley at Ole-Ole(a small shopping mall here, something like Perling Mall)!, karaoke, and arcades too!! Oh yeah! hahaha, sorry cendana-ians! *jangan mara yee! ;;pp

Yeah thats some summary of whatabouts here in Kolej Cemara Akasia. Hopeully I'll get adapted here soon! Still lots of stuffs to go through yeah, Insyaallah with His bless. Amin~~

So buckle up 'homesick' girls in Akasia!!! Hey we've got alot of stuffs going on here!! :::)))

with love;

nursyaFIINA

Stress Management Tips from the Quran

2010-07-02T17:24:00.001+08:00

Stress Management Tips from the Quran

"I don't want to do this anymore"

Have this ever graced your mind?

1. Remembering Allah

(iaitu) orang yang beriman dan tenang tenteram hati mereka dengan zikrullah. Ketahuilah dengan zikrullah itu tenang tenteramlah hati manusia

(ar-Ra’d:28)

2. Ask for Allah’s help continuously and consistently

Wahai sekalian orang yang beriman! Mintalah pertolongan (untuk menghadapi susah payah dalam menyempurnakan suatu perintah Allah) dengan bersabar dan dengan mengerjakan sembahyang; kerana sesungguhnya Allah menyertai (menolong) orang-orang yang sabar

(al-Baqarah:153)

3. Allah knows

Dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka pada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah) Allah jualah yang mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya.

(al-Baqarah:152)

4. Keep you chin up and always remember that Allah is always with you

“Dan janganlah kamu merasakan lemah (dalam perjuangan mempertahan dan menegakkan Islam), dan janganlah kamu berdukacita (terhadap apayang menimpa kamu), padahal kamulah orang-orang tertinggi (mengatasi musuh dengan mencapai kemenangan) jika kamu orang yang (bersungguh-sungguh) beriman.

(al-Imran:139)

5. For every hardship there is relief

Oleh itu, maka tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai dengan kemudahan; sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai dengan kemudahan. Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh) maka bersunguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain). Dan kepada tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah engkau memohon.

(Al-Insyirah: 6-8)

Abu al-‘Abbas ‘Abdullah bin ‘Abbas, radiyallahu anhuma, reported: One day I was behind the Prophet, sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallam, and he said to me:

"O young man, I shall teach you some words [of advice] : Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you. If you (have need to) ask, ask of Allah; and if you seek help, seek help from Allah. Know that even if the Nation (or the whole community) were to gather together to benefit you with something, they would not benefit you with anything except that which Allah has already recorded for you, and that if they gather together to harm you with something, they would not be able to harm you with anything except that which Allah has already recorded against you. The pens have been lifted and the pages have dried."

Hadith 19

::)) credits to ILuvIslam.com

Leaving

2010-06-30T12:39:00.002+08:00

By all means, everyone's leaving for their study ALREADY!!! Practically, everyone! Me, stuck here yet haven't finished packing. Oh great just great! Really, I have no idea what else should I put in or maybe I should just sumbat everything inside thhheee bag.

I've listed out everything, not sure if I miss out anything. Hopefully, I don't. ngeng~~~~

Okookkkkk the anticipation on blogging on World Cup wassss supeeerr craaazyyy I could say. I was blog-walking just now, read few blogs and guess what, they didn't miss on writing at least a bit of something of what happen about last night's match. Oh my, just imagine their crazinesssss on this. Yeah I do love watching football, but to blog about it?? Sorryy, I'm just too lazy to do so. Well, I would give it a try now or never. Btw, congratssss to Spain winning over Portugal this morning although I supported Portugal for that particular game. Sorry though for the losing team. Not your day, not your day. I don't really mind Portugal losing coz yeah I'm truly supporting Argentina!!! Yes yes, the blue white jersey guys! hahahaha ;;pp On the other hand, dissapointed by the other game, our Asian team Japan lost the game to Paraguay by penalties. Ahhhh never mind laaa kay, they did a great job right??? woot woott~~~

The clock's ticking. In 3 days or so, I'll be going INTEC to start another new student life. I can't wait to go to Shah Alam but still the nervousness overcomes the excited feeling. Meeting new people, adapting to new environment, studying HARD again. Not that easy though. Insyaallah lets pray for the best and hope to get the best of all. I really hope to be a better, committed, stronger, reliable, independent person. May Allah bless in everything we do. Amin~~

Having the pleasure of having a great family and friends, I feel so grateful of everything. Thanks Ya Allah for everything! I'll miss you guys, my family and my friends surely! Hope our friendships would last forever! ::))

with love;

nursyaFIINA

treasure :)

2010-06-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

TREASURE every moment that you have! Treasure it even more, when you share with someone special, special enough to spend their time with you. Remember that time waits for no one. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present!!!

Macam mana?

2010-06-27T15:41:00.002+08:00

macam mana nak tambah 'followers'?

macam mana nak buat orang suka baca blog kita?

macam mana nak jadikan cerita rutin harian kita lebih menarik?

JAWAPAN SAYA: entah. saya pun tak tahu.

ngeng~~ ye betul, saya tak tau. Saya pun dlm proses nak tambahkan followers tapi tak tau lah macam mana. Dari hari ke hari, baca blog-blog orang lain YANG SANGAT BEST, banyak gilerrr diorg nye followers! aha, macam mana ni? hehehe, tak penting sebenarnya benda ni tapi saja je nak jadikan isu. Kesedaran terhadap diri ini yang tak seberapa menarik ceritanya. Takpe takpe, saya bersyukur Alhamdulilah sebab saya masih ada keluarga dan rakan-rakan tersayang! Terima kasih ye semua! ::))

with love;
nursyaFIINA

the past not-so few days

2010-06-25T17:14:00.006+08:00

Salam, everyone!

Okok, Ive got it. It has been so long, I guess super-long time of not blogging stuffs that I not-so usual do. Guess I'm lazy. Guess I dont have any idea to talk about. Guess no story much.

But yeah, let me recall moments and memories of last week's holiday! Again with the not-so-called holiday(tapi bolelah..). We went Spore last week. On Monday, with superduper high hopes(which I practically didnt put any hopes on except Naziha,my sis! ahaks! ngeng~~), we went to Spore, Sentosa to be exact to check out Universal Studios which Naziha have been totally + obviously wanted to go for during the holidays. Okay, fine, so we 'layan' her! But but but and but, unfortunately, the signboards says "Sorry, tickets for today is sold out". Well, kinda pissed off I guess. Who doesnt of course! But it IS our fault for not booking the tickets earlier. ngeng~~~ boohooo us! hahaha

So WE decided to go for the Friday's. Bought the tickets, and yet we didnt waste our effort much going there. We finally thought of exploring Sentosa(which I never have been to). I swear I was amazed with all the stuffs going on there especially the transportations! My god, in a small place like that, why cant Msia do something like that! Aaaahh wonderful I could say. We watched 4D's movies, visited the Underwater World and took pictures with the Merlion statue(bessaaar wooo! hahaha jakun habis!). Plus we ate at Banquet in HarbourFront Centre. I likeeeee! Variety of foods kay??? Too much foooddd, and almost no idea to decide what to eat. :::)))

With all the incidence happening the past few days(I mean the last week of course), we FINALLY get to go to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS, SINGAPORE. Finally!!! Alhamdulilah! (Berjaya juga akhirnya!) Excitedness was so totally in US especially Naziha!! huahuahuahua. Me too!! ngee~~~ Too excited that we started to queue like 20 mins before it even started. Dont blame us, too many kiasu people already queuing in front of us. So Mak told us,"Well, you have to be kiasu also sometime". Hahaha, too Singaporean la my mum, I know long time ago already! Mak mak. Hahaha So off we go as soon as they started to open the counters(is that what they call it? ok whatver). First stop, HOLLYWOOD! OMG I lovee Hollywood! And I wish to go there(the real place) some day! Insyallah, :) Lots of stuffs being sold; keychains, popcorns, shirts and etc. Then we went to Madagascar, which is not open yet! Dissapointed, yes coz the journey wouldnt be completed. huhuhu Next stop, the Far Far Away! Aha, the fun part! I lovee Far Far Away! What can I say, I'm a Shrek's movies' fan kay? hahaha Went for the attractions and stuffs. Met cousins from KL. Holla! hee~~ Then, we went to Jurassic Park! Wahhh gah gitu! Nice environment, they are good of making the place to feel like we're in the movie or so. Double thumbs up! ::)) We took the Rapids Adventure in the Jurassic Park site, and guess what, we are all like super WEEEETTTT! AAHHH, weett while going to the next site? Just imagine that. Well, I never see it coming, so again our fault! ahaks,, Then with all the wetness, we went to The Ancient Egypt site. Woaaahhhhh, the statues, big much!!! Super huge, humongous, enormous, gigantic or whatever word that describe super big statues! Too bad I didnt go for the high speed rollercoaster there, coz yeah I'm a coward! Eh biarlaaa orang takut pe.. ngeng~ Then the Sci-Fi City, not much of interest I say(for me lah), took pictures, ate ice cream then we're off to the next site. NEW YORK!!!!! wwwoooaaahhh woooooooot wooottt, I looovveeee this place really much! Once you step into the New York's site, you feel like you really in it! Ahhh nicee! Then there's Joker(imitation only kay), the buildings! There's these street performances done by some dancers(B-boys I guess, not sure), they are street-dancing of course! Superb! likelike it! Then the 'Show hosted by Steven Spielberg'! Besttt! Real Scene babe! Next, we went in the theatre there! Right on time for the 'Monster's Rock' show. Its a musical performance done by group of dancers+singers imitating the old version of ghosts long before like; frankenstein, she-wolf, wolfman, dracula, the bride, the phantom. This one, I totally lovee it! They did the Nobody dance! yeah the Korean's girl band, Wondergirl's Nobody! hahahaha totally funny and exciting tooo! As soon as it finished, we bought some souvenirs there! Really, if u were there, I guess you would have wanted to buy everything as much as I do! Nice stuffs people! For real! and reasonable prices too! ngee~~ :::))))

Happyhappy yeah, eventhough its only for a day! But yeah fun much!

Below some pics to be shared with; enjoy yahh!

works FOR me

2010-06-17T23:37:00.006+08:00

Lets share it :)

"And I know that life is unpredictable, just never know what I will find"

Had fun today yeah. Thanks Thanks Thanks Thanks,,, I mean like zillion times of THANKS to them; Faeez, Filzah, Azri, Wan and Zhu Yen. Yesss, you guys are rroooocckkk!!! Totally! Well, for those who can't be here with us, we MISS you too,, and really hope you were here! Never mind, insyaallah we will find some time together later on! teeehheee~~~ ::))

Yeah, might be wondering why the heck am I not updating this blog of mine. First, mood not yet to be found to update the blog. Second, I'm lazy like totally lazy! Third, not much to tell and story bout. Give me some ideas, guys, I might turn out to blog something unexpected soon! Ngee~~ Okay, so I've been thinking in and out, and FINNAALLY decided to update THE BLOG. ahaks.

Yesterday; 160610

We all (except Abah), went Jusco Tebrau to watch Karate Kid which Zafirah was super duper excited about all day long since the week before. aiyyaahh we 'layan' her je laa. hahaha. One word for Karate Kid, AWEEESSOMMEEE! Lovee it yeah, lots of course, the plot, the actions! And the moral values which I respected the most. I learned that 'Life might fails you, but its your choice to get back up and fight for it'. I likeee it, yeah didn't fail to amaze me so far! Importante; moral values! Then we makanmakan, and then back home! Simple yeah yet fuunn! :::)))

Today; 170610

Us (the names on the 1st paragraph) did some last gathering at Faeez's. Hahaha. One word for it, LOOUUDDDD. yeah loud, super loud. my throats are killing me, and shout the hell out of it. hahaha. we shout like some super insanely crazy people, meeting up like we haven't met like 20 year or so. Hahahaha. You guys never fail to make me laugh, not just that but to be louuuddd!! hahaha. Played left4dead (been scolded by Faeez coz not following HIS STRATEGY! blah blah blah), ate lots and lots(thanks to Faeez's Mum, great people great food), played UNO (shouting was the best part!), watched Friday the 13th (sumpah takuuut gileerr), CAMWHORING!! ::::::DDDDDD happyhappyhappy. May our friendships last forever, guys! Muahmuah <3>

++Saya gembira, awak gembira. Saya sedih, awak sedih.

Saya marah, awak marah. Saya sayang, awak sayang. Oleh itu, sama-sama kita bersyukur mempunyai ahli keluarga dan sahabat handai yang hebat ada di sisi kita. Alhamdulilah ::))++

happy people, smile people :::::::))))))

with love;

nursyaFIINA

the INVASION

2010-06-04T12:58:00.002+08:00

"You seems like the type, who loves them and leaves them, and disappear right after the song"

So, the boredness invades the world of mine these past few days. Yup, I'm pretty much damn bored without doing anything at home, not going anywhere, not seeing anyone except my family of course. YYEESSSSS,, its totally a boring week. I read some A Levels Biology notes, ngeng~~~ its only the first chapter and it seems to be almost the same like the SPM Biology notes except that its a bit advance in a way. I like it so far and hopefully it stays that way later on,, ngee~~

Practically, I've been waking up so late, like 10 or later, which is super duper late or should I say GILER LAMBAT? Fortunately, my mom works or else, she'll be shouting and babbling, asking us to wake up as early as possible. Well,, I don't usually wake up that late, but since my sis, Amni 'taught' me to stay up so late, by playing comp games or watching some latenight dramas, then yeah I've been the person who LAMBAT BANGUN. uurrghh 'thanks' Amni! hahaha ;;pp

Everyone or almost everyone's starting their college already. Me? eemmmm, I have to wait like until 4th July to get into college. Why do they make it sooooo,.. I dont know,, late??? Make it sooner, the better what? So we can continue our studies earlier, and finish earlier. Aiyooooo,, delaying it makes me so nervous in a way. Worried worried much. By calculating the time to be taken to finish the studies of the course I wanted, I'll be finishing at the age of 26. 26???? Imagine how old I am that time? Ahah,,, I know ridiculously long term of studies. Ngeng~~~ Never mind,, no pain, no gain right? So lets go with the flow, insyallah with His will, we'll achieve whatever we have put effort in despite of keep on praying to Him. Amin~~~

One more thing, yeaahhh, I miss working!!! Working in pizza hut yeah!! Have fun last time,, and I miss every bits of it, through the tiredness, happiness, excitedness. The friends I made there, ahaks, happy time,,, miss them yeah,, lots and lots. Eventually, I miss working cause I 'm bored at home, not moving around that much, chit chat with workmates..ngee~~

Guys, lead a happy life. If you're happy, then I will too. ::)) Work hard, pray hard, effort much. Everything will be paid off, kay??

with love;
nursyaFIINA

sentences I USED nowadays (for the time being, hopefully ;p)

2010-05-31T22:24:00.003+08:00

Dooootttt!!!

EH DAHLAH!

Keji ar!

Sengal doott kau!

NGENG~~~

why like this???

to naziha : budak SIGS mmg gini eh??? hahaha (no offense yee bdk2 SIGS!)

p/s : i know, i know,,, those sentences was not supposed to be used in public kay kids?? hahaha no good, no good.

thus, I've done one post for today, finally! hekhekhek -_-

with love;
nursyaFIINA

Blog Saya Blog Anda Juga ::))

2010-05-30T15:35:00.004+08:00

Disebabkan ramai kawan2 yang gunakan bahasa ibunda dlm blog diorg, pnut pun nak jugak arr. Macam best jek post blog dlm bhs Melayu. hehehe.

Semua blog yg dibaca menceritakan kisah hidup diorg - kegembiraan,, kesedihan,, kemarahan,, ke- ahh mcm2 lagi la. Jadi hr ni pnut nk cerita psl pnut. eh biar ar org nk cerita psl diri sndiri. ape mslh?? nk gaduh jumpe ar pnut sini mehh. ngeng~~

Oleh itu, kalau anda rasa tiada mood atau ape2 yang berkaitan, x payahlah bace, sbbb sumpah mmg boring giler. maklumlah ni pnut the almighty boring person!! duhhh..

jeng..jeng..jeng..jeng....

tentangSAYA
(maaf ye, saya bahasakan diri 'pnut' sbb xbiase gune kitaawaksaya,, ngeng ;;pp)

makan minum adalah kesukaan

keluarga dan rakan-rakan(yang lama ke, yang baru ke...semua penting yee ::DD) adalah kepentingan

pnut rasa semua kawan die HEBAT(kawan2,,KAMU semua hebat tau! lantaklah ape org ckp,, korang memang bagus giler laa!)

lebih gemar mendengar daripada bercakap (nasihat akan diberikan jika perlu,, ngee)

bercita-cita nak jadi PENDORONG SEMANGAT sesiapa shj, terutama adik2,, ::))

sumpah sangat MALAS gilerr nk update blog (klu ade robot bole tolong typekan, mmg pnut akan jadi org pertama beli robot tuhh hahahaha)

pnut ni kosong arr (dlm erti kata lain 'plain' ar) - pnut ni x byk cerita, x byk kegemaran, kesukaan. tp mmg giler suke dgr cerita org lain wlupun cemburu sbnrnye tgk hidup diorg yg sgt interesting. eh tp tp tp jgn salah anggap yee, pnut ttp b'syukur dgn hidup ni seadanya, Alhamdulilah

bukan seorg yg popular - sng cerita x dikenali sgt laaaa,,, namun pnut mmg sukee sebegituu, menjadi seorang yg penuh misteriii hahaha duhhh, mmg sangat sengal ayat tu!

okok terlalu byk informasi yg diberi, cukuplah tu yee, x byk pun sikit jekk. hahaha ;;pp

gembiraSELALU;
nursyaFIINA

LIFE as it is

2010-05-24T23:50:00.002+08:00
Home sweet home,,,

Homie I am. Ahaks. I stayed home today, not going anywhere. Did some houseworks. Online, facebooking, blogging. Watch Il Bak Ee (2Days 1Night) with my sisters. Housework again! Read some A Level Biology notes(ngeng~~~ hard la weii)

See, how bored am I. Haahaha,, wonder when will it be the time to start studying. Jealousy risen up, looking friends went to colleges, starting their studies. Nak jugakkk.. Ngeng~~~ not going to be easy though. Never mind....come on!!! Fightiing!! Jia yo!!! Heee~~

with love;
nursyaFIINA

In her eyes

2010-05-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

The NEGATIVE SIDE
She's dull. She feels she has no life going on. She's boring. She's pathetic. She's annoying. She's not understandable. She's not confident. She's undeniable. She's not easily impressed. She's plain.

The POSITIVE SIDE
She's bubbly. She's an easy-going person. She's happy-go-lucky. She's predictable. She's talkative. She's a smart ass. She has this 'quiet confidence' going on. She's excitable. She loves suprises. She's easily impressed.

** I know, I know. You'll be wondering what the heck am I talking about up there. Its just something that I guess I would like to look up as a reference. As in which side would I prefer to be. Insyallah following the route given, I'm looking up to be a better person, new person with a great bubbly personality. Future's ahead waiting for us, waiting for everyone,,, so its up to us choosing the right path or the opposite way.

So again, in MY eyes, I knew that I'm not the TOTALLY great person. Not the most likeable person on earth. I've always been addressed as this nerd, geek who actually stuck her face to books all the time. Practically, the ones who addressed me that way are totally wrong. BOOHOO~~ I'm not that kind of person. I read books to widen this narrow perspective of view, to increase some knowledges, to be a wiser person in a way. Yeah, plsplspls don't judge a book by its cover I could say. Cause sometimes the way you think he/she could be, its actually not the TRUTH folks. Its the other way round. Some do even said that I'm arrogant. In what way man??? Just because I didn't 'tegur' you or whatsoever,, doesn't mean I'm a stuck up kay? Sometimes I'm shy, afraid to start a conversation coz the awkwardness are still there. So pls do forgive me if I offended anyone. I stand corrected to those who wrongly labelled anyone out there. Pity them not having the chance to explain themselves thoroughly.

Indeed, we should live our life as happy as possible. Stay and stick to each other. Having support for each other's back. I've saluted all my friends who support their friends' back all the time. They are great friends though. Alhamdulilah. So happyhappy people. Smile and smile. A smile could actually smiles someone's heart. Hee~~ ::::::))))))

with love;
nursyaFIINA

Alhamdulilah :)

2010-05-22T23:41:00.002+08:00
Yes, that word up there, represent the gratitudeness of mine to God,, alhamdulilah, my prayers have been answered by Him. I am overwhelmed plus 'bersyukur yang tak terhingga'. All the worries, all the 'freaking out's were no longer counted yeah. Done, done, as in done with the worries on 'will-I-get-this scholarship-or-not'. But I'm still not done worrying, yeah, the upcoming events, the future ahead, full of adventures, full of unexpected barriers.

I've got the JPA Scholarship! aha, I know its crazy! even I've been thinking,, is it for real??,, Alhamdulilah thanks Ya Allah! thanks a super duper zillion times. Again, I know its not going to be an easy life after this. Insyallah with all my heart, I wiill try and do my best in the future,, I hope I will make my family to be proud of me one day. Insyallah lets pray for the best, folks! ::))

Here are some details of the JPA scholarship;

will be doing A levels for 2 years in INTEC Shah Alam (also known as UiTM Shah Alam)
if I could maintain the good marks, the study would be continued in IMU (Malaysia)
as long as I can remember, its a twinning prog, so it would be 2 1/2 years in Malaysia and 3 years overseas (but Im not sure about the country yet)
So I hope it will turn out well later on,, doakan saya ye!

with love;
nursyaFIINA

Faith

2010-05-21T00:12:00.003+08:00
I reallyreally want to blog this!!

first,,, loovee Bruno Mars!! great voice dude!! (*i want to be a billionaire so freakin bad!!!)

second, ive heard this Jason Castro's song, Let's Just Fall In Love Again! Okaykay, ive heard this song like months ago, yet its only to be popular nowadays. well, too bad!! the song is AWESOMEE!!

then, I'm still freakin out about the JPA scholarship(damn, im scared to hell yeah),,, just ask anyone who's waiting for the results. They surely will be in the state of 'TAKUUUT'ness.. hahaha ya lorh, if you're not, then you're super duper CRAZY I could say.

I wish I wont be crying of dissapointed-ness tomorrow. Afraid to be dissapointed, yeah, but still again to be as optimistic as possible, we should be in a real rational mind.. ermmm maybe its not our luck to get it, maybe ade hikmahnye. so be positive people! Lets pray for the best! Pray for me ya, friends! Insyaallah, if we're lucky enough, we'll get it! ::DD lets have faith kay?

with lots f LOVEE;
nursyaFIINA

give me MORE space in MY space

2010-05-17T23:07:00.003+08:00
Finally, Monday, the starting day of THE week. ahaks, Im lovin it!! Usually Monday is not a favourite day of mine(schooolss,,duhhh assembly), but yeah staying at home, getting to wake up as late as I wish to, doing whatever I want(not really whatever actually), it is wayyy much more fun from the school days. Fine...

The title above, 'Give Me More Space On My Space', I got it on the Singapore Reality TV Show, 'Singapore Talking'. Well, it was a great topic I have to say. Talking about all these social networking stuffs (the purpose I put the facebook pic up there), the pros and cons. It was fun actually considering having the thoughts of mind from parents, students to the psychologists.

Facebook, for an example, one of the biggest yet the most popular social networking to work on this century. I do agree some of the opinions being point out from the students itself and the mothers too. Talking about privacy needed by the teenagers nowadays. Is it a need for the parents to watch out every steps of their kids' doings? Indeed, I do agree, but not in every steps lah. Just to know some stuffs being done by their kids, I guess its ok right? But yeah, I know some of the teenagers will totally disagree with this and hope their parents would give them more space or the so-called 'privacy'. Yeah, we do need pricvacy but its not wrong for our parents to know SOME of the daily activities we did and the people we befriend with.

Other social networkings like twitter, formspring, blogger, friendster or myspace is just some place where we or us expressing our points of view as we might not have the courage to voice out our opinions face-to-face with someone. In a way, its true, well sort of true. By my own experience, in some particular time, we just dont have the guts to point out our perspective of view. Scared to be criticise, afraid to be judge. I do understand that kind of feelings though. With blogging or sending our latest notifications, the public would know the latest activities being done by us and you would some kind feeling extremely relieve that at least there are some people who actually knows what you are doing. Ngeng~~~

But whatever it is, these kind of social networkings do bring lots of advantages despite of all the negative thinkers that use this networkings for the wrongdoings. We could connect back with our old schoolmates, classmates or the people that we might know. Yeah, happyhappy! Dont take it the wrong way people. Some way, we do need some space but janganlah lebih-lebih. Hahaha, our moms and dads have the rights to know some stuffs about our daily routines right? So now you do the thinking in either way. Either you want to agree with it or you'll keep on to defer.

Happy thoughts everyone!! May Allah bless you all! ::))

with love;
nursyaFIINA

KAMI

2010-05-13T22:15:00.007+08:00

(: GLEEK :)

K.A.M.I,,, ok? not KITA ye faeez. hahaha, as in KAMi bersiar-siar hanya untuk menonton wayang yang bertajuk 'The Nightmare On Elm Street'.

I do admit I am actually scared watching all these horror/ghosts/thriller movies/stories or whatsoever you wanna call em. The fun thing is I'm scared BUT I really wanna watch it. Deep inside me, I love MYSTERY!! Super love it!! In my mind, I believe everything happens with a reason. So, obviously these 'ghosts' stories do happen with a reason. Well, you have to agree with me about that. Right what? All these ghosts, they just want to have their revenge back of something that happened before to them. But too bad la, they are ghosts and scary though! Suspense is great in a way, but hell yeah I can shout like really crazy loud because of it. ahaks. ;;pp

So, the point here is eeerrrmmm,,, actually I dont have any idea of it! eh sengaalnyer!! whatever!

Again, we had a great day today. Thanks friends! Faeez, Aqmal, Filzah & Azri, thanks! Had a blast yeah! Hope and reallyreally wish we'll meet up later on in future with a great career on, and lepak-ing again like the usuals! haiiisshh, its dissapointing to separate again after some time together. Tapi bersama kita menuju ke puncak kejayaan dan mencapai impian masing-masing! Amin~~

The somewhat-called 'memories' to be recalled today:
watched The Nightmare on Elm Street with two bags in my hand to cover my face while watching the movie. (I'm super crazy maniac, sorry la, takuutt)
shoutandshoutandshoutandshout (well, thats practically what I do if I meet up with Faeez, I wonder why??? but seriously I like the shouts, I'm sure to miss em alot)
camwhoring, see the GLEEK pictures. aiyooo, we did it coz we want it. Too bad, azri is to geli to do Glee. ahaks. pics on escalator, with Freddy Krueger, breadtalk. merepeksss
went CS just to take the precious one book of Faeez. -_-
Singgahselalu. eateateat. laparrr!
more picturesss. then back hommeee!!
so have some loveee people, love is all we need. Allah, family, friends, teachers(dont forget em) and the community. Insyaallah everything's going to be fine. ::))

show some LOVE <3<3<3;
nursyaFIINA

oh yeaaa BTW, the veryvery important one(lupe plak), congrats team MALAYSIA for winning the Q-Finals in the Thomas Cup. Power up the supports people, we HAVE to win this!!! Malaysia Boleh!

caring is sharing

2010-05-10T15:24:00.002+08:00
"Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan, ketabahan dan kesedaran dlm menjalani cabaran kehidupan ini."

In either ways, happy, sad, anger, hatred, super excited,,, I always remind my ownself with prayers. It cools me down a little, effectively when I am super sad. Ok, here I read the blog of a friend of mine who recently upsets about no one cares bout him, making the wrong decisions. I believe he must be really pretty down rite now. For God's sake, again my friend, you HAVE to start believing that people around you DO care about you eventhough they doesnt look like they are. Coz sometimes external expressions presented through some people's body language are not the same as what they feel in their hearts. I know that for sure. Importantly, your friends here really really are supporting you from behind no matter what decisions you have made. There's nothing wrong of taking some risks. As long as we believe that we can do it, Insyaallah later on we'll be the SUCCESS one. (Peduli apa orang cakap, kadang2 diorang tak faham).

Me myself, usually say this to myself,'dont care whatever people are saying. Im doing this for the good of myself. they are nothing but fools that doesnt even know what they're talking bout'. really it works. sometimes we have to be pretty selfish, but in a good way la(janganla lebih2). so the point here is understand & believe that your FRIENDS do care bout you, we didnt mean to hurt you if sometimes you feel offended. gurau2la wei, dont take it too seriously. okok?

saya pun ada dilemma juga. A LEVELS. Now, my mum SUDDENLY asked me to do Alevels instead of UiTM which she told me earlier(the fear of financial aids and acceptance to unis). So again and again, the confusion is BACK in town! hahaha practically, i've made my decision already which im goin to do Alevels in INTI if and only if I didnt get the JPA scholarship. Im still hoping for JPA for sure. Just ask my family members how freaked out am I about this JPA scholarship. The chances are obviously quite low but still HOPING, one wish to be granted for this year. Amin~~~ Still, I have to wait for my father come back from his China trip to discuss bout this issue again. plsplspls, let it be good.

with love;
nursyaFIINA

the excitedNESS

2010-05-08T11:38:00.002+08:00

practically everyone's like super duper EXXXCCCIIITTEEEDD as I can see in facebook. posting status of being extremely excited for today's occasion. yup, today's occasion will be at ferro's house or should I say her full name, Wan Nur Farah Nadia. Man, your name is superduper long. hahaha. but niccceee! yeah, I'm excited tooo. I wonder how it feels to meet AGAIN my ex-classmates, ex-schoolmates, which was like 5 or 6 years ago. Laaaamma giler x jumpee! I wonder if they still remember be. to be recalled last time, I was this nerd little girl with glasses, fat(obviously), and sengal. plsplspls, dont remind me those times! but I miss the friends of course! just wondering IF they still remember me?? hahaha. whatever. as long as we could meet each other, storystory.

lovelovelove <3<3<3<3

with love;
nursyaFIINA

confusion

2010-05-07T10:33:00.002+08:00
FYI, I'm in dilemma, people. Choosing somewhat-called pre u programmes such as A levels and IPTA. Really really frustrating. Yes, its even harder than studying for SPM, its even harder than choosing what clothes to wear tomorrow. Its damn hard! Somehow my head comes to the really dead end. Dont know where to go. BTW, I've got an offer from UiTM on Asasi Sains(Foundation in Science). Again, I'm confused where to go. If I choose UiTM, meaning I'll be spending my 5 years degree(Bachelor in Medicine) totally here in Malaysia, unless there's gov unis that have students exchange progs. Well, its not that I dont want to, but I would love to gain some experience, exposure from the outside world. with different perspective of views. its just some HIGH ambition that I would like to accomplish. with A levels(high achievements), we can go anywhere, but just thinking bout the risk, if the marks are not excellent, then where am I to go. worriedworried. I think I could overcome it, but still I'm worried, man.

JPA. haaiisssh the results are so laattee. So late, that I cant even plan what to do next, back-up plans, just in case it doesnt turn out as I thought it would be. I do really and really and really HOPE, WISH to get this JPA scholarship. I'm just afraid I would be pretty down if I dont get this scholarship. But yeah, everything happens with a reason. a reasonable one. butbutbut really really takkkuuutt!! I wannt it so freakkiin bad. Look by the side, the chances are quite low, I know, but I will keeep on praying hard, insyaaallah, kalau ada rezeki, ada lah. Kalau takde, pun xpela. Just hope the back-up plan would turn out well later on. Aminn~~

Doakan saya ye rakan-rakan. Sokongan dan dorongan amat diperlukan. Terima kasih untuk semuanya. I reallyreallly appreciate it ALOT. <3<3<3

with love;
nursyaFIINA

happiNESS

2010-05-03T16:32:00.002+08:00
Ya Allah, thanks for all the things You've given to me, to my family, to my friends, to everyone. I felt so grateful, syukur Alhamdulilah.

Yes, particularly these past few days, some of my friends and myself indeed have been worrying on Faeez coz he's pretty down on the UPU thingy. Well, I do understand how he felt practically I had once felt that way before. So, yeah pretty sad, angry. All those kind of feelings that you wouldn't even think about. But again, my friend, stop worrying to much. Not getting UPU doesnt mean you wont get anything. Malaysia's education system has lots and lots to offer to their students, thats why they have these matriculation, UPU, STPM, A levels, Foundation and Diploma. By having a back-up plan, insyallah everything will be going finee sooner or later.

Yet, mainly talking about this friend of mine, I would like to congratulate him on getting FORM 6!!! See see, I told you so. Doesnt mean you didnt get anything rite? There'll be surely something you get either its the shorter or the longer way. Like what they said, its the best having someone to lean on. Friends. Thats where we actually need them, for support, for advices. The way we have on each other, its wonderful, having friends that actually care bout you. Its this great feeling, the awesomeness you would feel in your life. 'We are not strong but I'll be a friend, I'll help you carry on'. Have the positive side of thinking, wider perspective of view. Be strong, my friend. Coz in other way round, I might be needing you in some other time. ::))

with love;
nursyaFIINA

friends aka sahabat

2010-04-26T20:31:00.003+08:00

I, finally decided to write something about FRIENDS. Here's what I think about this particular topic. Suprisingly, it sounds pretty dumb to some people, but actually I do think friends ARE important in one's life.

Practically, these are defined as friends which I actually googled them through:

friend (frnd)

1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
5. Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

Well, basically friends in my opinion are those that we share stories with, share our happiness and sadness. TOGETHER in every ways. One for all, and all for one. In a way, friends usually brings us to the path directly where will be going. In a good way or the opposite? Just ask yourself guys. Yes, I don't have that much friends(by all means, lots and lots of friends). Well, I'm practically just a normal girl, plain girl, so the quantity of my friends is not that much. But yeeesss, I do appreciate them alot and alot. I mean really ziillionn times thanks and gratitudeness to Allah for giving me such great friends! I love the fact that my friends would always be by my side no matter in whatsoever situations. I love the fact that SOME of my friends haven't forgotten me yet eventhough we're not in the same school or etc. Terima kasih ye, semua sahabat yg masih mengingati diri ini.(haha I knowknow, sounds a little bit WHATEVER but I really meant it). Again, I do miss my friends, from school, old school, present school, or friends from everywhere. Miss y'all alot. <3<3 style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">besides our family that would be the number one. Don't treat them like trash, don't hurt their feelings by all means. Love them like FOREVER if possible la(which I guess would be possible!). I'm still learning more and more, day by day, to appreciate more of my friends, insyaallah.

But again, thanks guys. Thanks for the fun times. Thanks for the supportive side of you guys. Thanks for the happiness brought by y'all.

Il Bak Ee muahaha

2010-04-20T23:34:00.004+08:00

2 days 1 night (Il Bak Ee)
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the best korean(or maybe in the world??) reality tv show so far that i have ever seen. yes, they successfully make me laugh like every episode. i loovveee them!!!! they are great people man!!
they can make u laugh ur ass off!!! hahaha ;;pp ooppps bad word
but they are superb. really u guys should watch it. well, ive watched this like long time ago alrady but only posted it today. again im the lazy bum what??? hahaha ;;pp

them;; Kang Hodong, Lee Sugeun, Kim C, Eun Jiwon, MC Mong, Lee Seunggi and last but not least, the newest member of Il Bak ee(well, not really that new, coz he went for he's NS), Kim Jong Min.

us!

2010-04-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

yeah. out again! the blame was on faeez! just in the morning, he woke me up and suddenly, 'weyh, pkul 10.30 tau!'. i was like what the heck, with this sleepy head of mine, not-yet-opened-eyes, hahaha. but then get up, get ready and GO!

the route was like these;
jusco->mcD->bestmart->petronas->the roundabout park of bkt indh->park near my house->my house->back to the PARK->SIGS->kipmart->home sweet home!

yes, in the middle of taking pictures, suddenly NAZIHA called me, asked me to take her back from school. ASKED ME!! how rude!! hahaha no la. but yeah had great time, great people, great food. muahaha, fat fat fat here they come!

one more, i heard this song-----> BILLIONAIRE! by Travie Mccoy
so nicee!! ::))

2010-04-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

Profile

* Name: Song Seung Hun (Song Seung Heon)
* Nickname: Tough guy
* Profession: Actor, model and singer
* Birthdate: 1976-Oct-05
* Birthplace: Suyuri, Seoul, South Korea
* Height: 179cm
* Weight: 70kg
* Star sign: Libra
* Blood type: B
* Family: Brother and sister

im super totally into this guy. dia sangat handsome dan charming. hahaha. he's in 'east of eden', a korean drama with a very touching story about brothers, love and family. i just love the storyline and him. hahaha. he's so..... ahaaa speechless!! hahaa watch EAST OF EDEN. touching giler.(ceyh promote ni!!!) hahaha ::))

with love;
nursyaFIINA

thetalentedGUYS

2010-04-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

Who I Am

2010-04-17T13:08:00.003+08:00

okok. i know. the song was like ages ago. but I like it. just didnt feel like posting it. so here it is. the song of the day. yes, I so love Nick's songs. he's great at lyrics + music. he's just into it. its not like i like him(coz he's cute or whatever ur thinking) or what, i just think he's a great musician. so, WHO I AM. coz it does have meanings that i do like to relate it to myself. ngee~~ ::))

Lyrics | Nick Jonas And The Administration lyrics - Who I Am lyrics

with love;
nursyaFIINA
smilesmile ::))

the CAKE and the SUSHIs

2010-04-16T23:53:00.002+08:00
wee~~~ Practically on April 13, my dad, Zulkefley bin Ariffin finally turn into a 46-year old man. haaha. My dad is getting older, yes, I can see that. Well, I'm getting older too. Much more burden to be carried on. Btw, happy birthday or should I say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY Abah!! haha. But yeah, a day before his birthday, he was stucked at Malacca due to his overheated car. Pity him! Huhuhu. Oh, and so on. We had to wait for him till the next day but he arrived around at 10 p.m. So its late already, he's tired, both my sisters, Naziha and Zafirah, went for their sleep of course. So Abah said never mind we'll do it the next day. Fine. But again, kesian Abah!! He was so tired with all the kambing's and car's stuffs. He's a tough man I can say that. Love you, Abah for that. He's my strength and I can, I mean really CAN go weak if he's not there for me. Muahxx Abah! After all the obstacles needed to be gone through(haha,,,I know it sounds weird), on the 14th April 2010, the cake we bought for Abah was officially being cut by Abah. hahaha. FINALLY! The cake was fantastic. Layers man! With about 4-5 layers of sponge cake and mousse, oowwww, so nice!!! Just like eating an ice-cream! Yum... ^_^ three main flavours of vanilla, chocolate and strawberry!! aarrgghhh. hehehe.

So the next day we went Jusco, coz Abah wants to treat us SUSHI!!! hahaha. man, it was the last day of the Sushi Bonanza RM2. I was super excited obviously!!! sushi, sushi, sushi. But yeah the prob was I dont even have the member card. So guess what we did? I went and asked the waitress there and there's this senior leader said the member card was not available at the moment. And just guess what? She let us borrowed her card to eat there! Yes, BORROWED HER CARD!! damn, she's so nice. I was like 'sumpah ke??' or like 'really???!!'. but yeah, probably to promote the place even more. but she's so just nice. thanks kak!(sory I cant recall her name). so I ate and ate. saw some people I recognised. ok! sushi was great! nikmatnikmat. I sat with Naziha and I ate 9 out of 13 plates on the table. just felt so weird Naziha didnt eat that much. hahaha. I ate till bloated. and even wish to eat more. but luckily, I came back to my sense, 'hey nursya u still have a long way to go ya??'. hahaha. crazy maniac! im just into food. i dont mind spending money on food as long as it is worth it !! woot woot~~~ ::))

skype!

2010-04-14T23:45:00.004+08:00

ive been skyping with faeez and azri for the past few days until late night. i know it sounds crazy (coz ive never stay up that late) but yeah so fun. coz it has been a long time since we talk like this. conference call. sangat best! haha

anyone having skype or going to make one, pls do add me in ur contact list. nursyafiina. :))

with love;
nursyaFIINA

080410

2010-04-10T21:55:00.005+08:00

the conclusion of 080410
credits to Filzah Razak and Faeez Rizwan. (thanks for the pics beb)

with love;
nursyaFIINA

things!!

2010-04-08T11:39:00.003+08:00

nursya, she's been busy like super crazy the past few weeks.

but now she's bored. boredom out of doing nothing. mainly the thing ive been doing is facebooking, houseworking.

BOREDOM. it has a very distinctive definition. aiyoo. im so bored. i need JOB. job that I can do at a home. job that I can get income directly to my account.

okayokay; below were some of the things ive been doing for AWHILE:
-2weeks ago, ive been going for the Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Sebagai Seorang Doktor. (it was fun, knowing the reality of being a doctor, not easy I could tell you but interesting and fascinating)
-a week ago, results of the JPA scholar interview. ok got it. prepared for it. researched all over(i dont even know what research am I talking bout).
-just a few days ago, my INTERVIEW. fuhh. finally its over. but super scary and nervous at the same time. had fun too. but just wondering if I could possibly got it. coz its very competitive inside there. they are all so damn good, active. oh my, how could I challenge them with these little tiny achivements that I achieved for the past few years. sadsad. I know. but I wont give up. I'll keep on praying and wishing so will be one of the 1500 scholars this year. Insyallah.
-these few days, again I am basically the BIBIK in the house. cleaning up, clearing up, ironing on. hehehe. if only NAaaaaaaziihha can corporate too, probably all the houseworks would be done equally and fabulously. (*hint nih-naziha pls do some works at home).
-now, doing nothing. facing people. cari anak kucing. missing again. haiisshhh

with love;
nursyaFIINA

kadangKALA

2010-04-08T11:31:00.002+08:00
betul, kadangkala kita TERbuat sesuatu di luar jangkaan kita. kita TERkutuk orang, TERsakitkan hati orang, TERejek orang dan macam-macam lagi. Kita sebagai seorang manusia yang tidak pernah lepas daripada membuat kesilapan pasti melakukan perkara yang mungkin tidak disenangi oleh orang lain. namun, jika sedar melakukan kesilapan, lekaslah betulkan balik. jangan dibiarkan sahaja. walaupun tidak berpuas hati dgn seseorang, kita tahan sajalah. Insyaallah ada balasannya nanti. SABAR. perkataan 'sabar' itu mudah diluahkan tetapi sangat sukar untuk dilaksanakan. ya, saya pun begitu juga. mudah marah, mudah kecil hati, terlalu sensitif. sepanjang mejadi seorang kakak yang sulong, banyak perkara yang dipelajari untuk mengenal erti sabar, untuk mempraktikkan sabar dalam kehidupan harian. Doalah, usahalah. Insyaallah boleh dijadikan pedoman dalam kehidupan harian.

p/s: ingin saya ulangi, BLOG bukanlah tempat untuk meluahkan perasaan ketidakpuashatian. tetapi adalah menjadi tatapan umum untuk mengetahui kehidupan seseorang, perspektif minda seseorang.

sensitiVITI

2010-04-05T12:35:00.002+08:00
salam. ok hari ini saya bercadang untuk memblog dalam Bahasa Melayu. jangan tanya 'kenapa' kerana saya sendiri tidak tahu mengapa.

menyingkap nostalgia 11 March yang lalu, alhamdulilah saya berjaya memperoleh keputusan yang cemerlang berkat doa kedua-dua ibu bapa saya, guru-guru dan rakan-rakan seperjuangan. usaha yang berterusan akhirnya membuahkan hasil yang memuaskan dan memberangsangkan. namun, saya di sini bukanlah berniat untuk menceritakan kisah kejayaan tersebut tetapi satu topik yang diinspirasikan oleh seseorang pada hari ini iaitu SENSITIF.

sensitif dapat didefinisikan sebagai mudah terasa atau tersinggung. dasawarsa ini, masyarakat seringkali alpa terhadap isu yang cukup penting ini malah boleh memberi kesan terhadap kualiti kehidupan seseorang. isu sensitif ini berkaitrapat dengan isu emosi dan perasaan. jika anda faham definisi emosi, definisi perasaan, maka anda merupakan seorang yang hebat. namun jika hal ini tidak menimbulkan sebarang isu dalam diri anda, maka anda mungkin menghadapi masalah yang besar. kadang-kadang kita sering melakukan sesuatu perkara, sesuatu aktiviti tanpa mengira perasaan sesiapa di persekitaran kita. saya sendiri acap kali lupa, alpa apabila sedang berbuat sesuatu. bukan apa-apa, tetapi perkara menimbulkan tanda tanya saya setiap kali hal ini menyentuh isu hati. sebagai seseorang yang menghadapi arus globalisasi yang kian berkembang dari semasa ke semasa, saya ingin berkongsi persepsi saya terhadap isu sensitif ini.

ada kalanya, tanpa saya sedari perkara yang saya lakukan, akan menyebabkan seseorang itu kecil hati. saya, sebagai seorang manusia yang tidak pernah lekang daripada membuat kesilapan, pasti melakukan sesuatu yang mengecilkan hati sesetengah pihak. selaras dengan itu, isu sensitif ini merangkumi semua pihak. semua orang ada hati. ada yang hati tegar, ada yang sensitif. ada juga yang keras hati. ishishish. banyak benda yang kita perlu pelajari dalam kehidupan ini terutama sekali bagi mereka yang mempunyai hati yang cukup sensitif. sebagai anak, kita harus menjaga hati ibu bapa. sebagai cucu, kita seharusnya menjaga hati nenek dan datuk. sebagai kakak, kita perlu menjaga hati adik-adik. sebagai rakan, kita harus menjaga hati rakan-rakan. sebagai rakyat, kita harus menjaga hati komuniti masyarakat. sebagai pemimpin, kita perlu menjaga hati anak-anak buah. lihatlah dunia, ramai yang perlu kita jaga hatinya. jangan hanya kerana nama, kekuasaan dan kemewahan, kta lupa terhadap sensitiviti hati nurani seseorang insan.

pertamanya, ibu bapa. anak yan soleh dan solehah akan berusaha sedaya upaya menjaga hati kedua-dua ibu bapa mereka. hati mereka amat sensitif apabila berkaitan dengan anak-anak mereka. seorang ibu yang mengandungkan anaknya selama 9 bulan pasti berkecil hati sekiranya anak-anaknya tidak mengendahkan dirinya, tidak memberi perhatian kepadanya. kadang-kadang kita tidak perasan terhadap perlakuan kita terhadapa ibu bapa kita. maka, dengan itu sentiasalah meminta kemaafan daripada kedua-dua ibu bapa kita dan saya sendiri dalam usaha mengadaptasikannya dalam rutin harian.

kedua, datuk dan nenek. seringkali orang tua-tua ini yang tidak diberi perhatian, tidak diendahkan. malah ada yang menghantarnya ke rumah orang tua-tua daripada menjaga mereka sendiri di rumah. tidakkah anda cuba memahami perasaan mereka? mereka yang semakin hari semakin tua, hanya menunggu masa menjelang tiba dipinggirkan oleh sesetengah pihak yang tidak bertanggungjawab. kesian. hanya itu sahaja yang terucap di bibir seseorang individy yang prihatin. mereka inilah yang mempunyai hati yang PALING sensitif dalam seluruh kategori. hati merekalah yang paling PERLU kita jaga kerana mereka mudah tersinggung, tidak kiralah dari segi perkataan atau perbuatan. kasihanilah mereka. mereka bukanlah haiwan robotik yang tidak mempunyai hati dan perasaan. masyallah!

ketiga, adik-adik. adik-adik kita walaupun mereka lebih muda, lebih kecil, namun mereka juga mempunyai hati dan perasaan. kata-kata yang kesat seharusnya dielakkan terutama sekali kepada adik-adik yang kecil. adik saya yang hanya berumur 8 tahun juga salah seorang kanak-kanak yang sangat sensitif. pantang ditegur. pasti merajuk atau menangis. walau segembira mana pun dia, dia tetap seorang yang sensitif. perlu dibelai, perlu dipujuk. begitu jugalah dengan ibu bapa dan datuk nenek kita. hati mereka yang suci itu perlu dijaga dan dibelai dengan baik.

empat, rakan-rakan. hati rakan-rakan yang sensitif perlu diberi perhatian. satu kesilapan dalam tuturkata kadangkala membawa padah. rakan-rakan seringkali menganggap kebanyakan perkara biasa terhadap rakan-rakan lain, namun ada kalanya menyentuh perasaan seseorang dan akan menyebabkan mereka berduka. hati yang sensitif sangatlah sukar untuk dijaga. tetapi jika dijaga, pasti sesuatu hati itu sentiasa bergembira dan tersenyum dari dalam.

konklusinya, hati sensitif perlu dijaga. hati sensitif jangan diendahkan. jika boleh, perbaikilah dan jangan diketepikan begitu sahaja. sayangilah mereka. sayangilah diri anda dan jangan sehingga memakan diri sendiri. sekian.

senyumsenyum,
nursyaFIINA

success to be granted

2010-04-03T22:44:00.004+08:00

..takuttakuttakuttakut..

bismillahirahmanirrahim,,

Ya Allah, kau terangkan lah hatiku dan hati rakan-rakanku yang lain, yang turut sama berjuang untuk mengejar impian masing-masing sehingga ke puncak kejayaan. Doakanlah kami semua agar kami berjaya mengharungi cabaran ketika melalui 'interview' yang sangat gentar ini!

Aminn. Insyaallah.

with love;
nursyaFIINA

2nd arrival, the doc prog!!

2010-04-01T12:38:00.004+08:00

the SSI fellas!!

groupmates from the Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Sebagai Seorang Doktor;

so I went for this program for 5 days last week. well, I applied for JPA scholarship, medic course.
its a compulsary to go for the prog, for those who applied medicine for JPA scholarship.

had fun along the program, although there's some discouraging moments, but nope. I'm not changing my mind anymore. hehehe. learnt alot from the prog. funfunfun!!! ::))

first stop, THE SPM results

2010-04-01T12:09:00.002+08:00

yes, practically I've achieved straight A's for my SPM. Alhamdulilah. I thanked Allah lots and lots. But there's a story behind this joyful results of mine. Me and a few classmates of mine was being joked to about our results. At first, Pn. Masniah told us that our school, SSI achieved about 53 students of straight A's. wow, thats a record I said. And high hopes came in, wishing that I will be one of them. So, she called out names, firstly from my class obviously. but in a sudden, she started calling names from other classes. wait a min, my name wasn't there??? I was so speechless, not a word uttered from my lips. NOT A WORD!! Hanis, who sat in front of me, who was one of my classmate that was not called by the teacher, turned and looked at me. She said, 'beb, aku sedih giler sey.' well, again I just shaked my head. Amy, who's beside me was comforting me, saying realx and whatsoever. Aiisshh, I said 'REAALLLYY'??? syaza, who received her straight A's results first, said 'Im so sure urs will be there', convincing me there is still hope which I was totally out of mind that time. My parents were still out there, waiting for my call on my results. I was dissapointed at that moment and wondering what to tell my parents later. So, after calling out all the STRAIGHT A's students, Pn Masniah congratulated all of them. Then again suddenly, she said she's still holding 5 names of those who obtained straight A's and guess what?? my name was there!!! Unexpectedly, I cried like crazy(means really really crazy), not because of my results, but I 'kena tipu'!!! aiyoyo. why like this?? the teacher wasn't supposed to do this to me. I was pissed off okk??? so when to the teacher, asking why, and she said our results were hold back, until we finish off our debts??? debts??? yeah, been asking what debts??? so we were asked to meet Pn Faridah, my beloved Chem teacher. so actually we were supposed to sign the SPBT paper ONLY!!! I said ONLY!!!! aiyooo... PIISSEEDD OOFFF!!! so cried like super crazy, even Pn Kalthom tried to comfort, and she thought I didnt get straight A's. After few mins, I lift up my head to Pn Kalthom, said 'saya dapatlah cikgu!!!' then she said, ' laa saya ingat awak tak dapat, tu yg saya nangis skali'. hahaha. poor Pn Kalthom. sorry teacher!!! Misunderstood larr!! Then my parents went in, saying lambat sangat waiting for me, I hugged my parents, still crying bcoz of the earlier incident. hahaha. finally RELIEVED!!!! even Amy's dad before that, thought I was crying sadly. hahaha. BTW, I do relieved with my results. yes, thanks to my parents and teachers(school and tuitions), the efforts that I've done these 2 years. I promised myself to study harder later on!! Aminnn. Insyallah. Thanks All!!!

p/s: I know it was kinda late. But just post it to share it with all!!

with love,
nursyaFIINA

hardly to be SEEN

2010-03-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

As day pass by, me myself come to realise that SPM results is coming SOON like one more day to go!!! And I am like OMG!!!! totally freaking out, losing my breath in a minute or so. Well, obviously its not just me or else most of the SPM'10 candidates-facebookers wont be posting their 'awareness' or should I say 'afraidness'(LOL) on their walls like every second of the day. Finally, after around 2 months of waiting, THIS IS IT!! No more delaying, no more denying, no more relaxing. Back to work, guys!!! My word of these past few days which will be including tomorrow or so ; TAKUT GILEER!!! yes, I'm resigning at last. Gonna miss the great moments, new friends, the breaktime. hahaha. Now, I'm still not sure where to go after the results. What if I screwed up for this one? What if its not what I or anyone else thought it would be?? I'm so concerned like super crazee maniac right now. Heartbeats getting faster and faster everyday. One more day to go guys!!! pplleeassee LET IT BE good!!!! insyaallah, aminn~~~

with love,
nursyaFIINA

2010-02-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

i MISS you guyss la FRIENDSS!!!!!

.. kawankawan baikku..
..budak kelasku..
..former school kids..
..budakbudak tuisyen..
..semua kawankawan yang ada..

so damn MISS you guys eventhough I know you wont miss me as much as I do. hekhekhek
wish y'all miss me too. lots and lots of LOVEEEE..<3 <3 <3

nursyaFIINA ::))

2010-01-26T16:46:00.002+08:00

..the OFF day..

technically below were the stuffs i did this afternoon during my whole off day. ngeeee~~~

VACUUMM...vrroommm. suck it all!!! hahaha ;;pp
hang up the clothes. enjoying the sunlight beb.
helped my father with the LAMPUs... hehehe
facebookING. aiyooo. checking stuffs.
kemas rumahlerr.
watched tv. nothing much though on tv today. haiissh
think and think and think. future??!!!
share some stories with naziha mokk!! hahaha. pizza hut's storyboard!! storystory..
so obviously, the conclusion is i've been the BIBIK for the day eventhough its not that much though. ok pe buat keja ni. hahaha ;;pp

2010-01-25T12:38:00.002+08:00

yes i am an idiot in this blogger stuff. i'm not good in tagging people. i'm not good in editing pictures(for sure). i'm not good in words. i'm not good in linking people. technically, i have no idea 75% of the stuffs here in blogger for the past 2 years i've been using this thingy. i'm quite an idiot i admit that. cos i don't even have the iniative to ask, to learn, to edit or what-so-ever-it-calls about thhis blog thingy. maybe cause learning it takes a long time to absorb in which i am not totally into it. aiyooo!! hahahaha ;;pp

with part time working totally banging my time, limited time of facebooking, myspace-ing, blogging, chatting and etc.... but i just don't mind working. maybe i am like my father, i love talking to people, have a PR(public relation), connecting with people, let the words do the talking, meet with new people plus their diff kinds of characteristics. it is just so FUN!!! yeah people might think i'm BORING as i do like THINGS merely related to the adults-kinds-of-stuff. its not that i don't do teenagers kinds of stuff, but i'm just.....never mind PEOPLE wouldn't understand unless they wanted to. i'm just totally and oppositely diff from who i am when i'm outside(just anywhere). at home, i am particularly the playful, cheerful older sister who plays around ALOT with her sisters and family at home. outside, i'm just some kind of a serious girl, with the fierce-kind of looking girl, the one that cannot make fun around her. but actually i don't. just MAYBE i look a little GARANG but seriously, i can be as fun as you-cant-even-imagine-i-could-be. this blog is just a PLACE where i could actually express out my thoughts, my feelings other than my family members. friends sometimes in a while just can't understand how i felt, and just thought it's NOTHING when actually its SOMETHING.

we are those who are easily forgotten by friends like the FLYING DUST, passing by the eyes just a while. and in a sudden, it vanishes from their minds.

saya hanyalah manusia yang penuh dengan kekurangan namun kelebihan yang ada datangnya daripada ALLAH S.W.T. dan saya hanya mampu bersyukur atas segala rahmat yang dicurahkan kepada diri ini serta keluarga ini. luahan hati hanya mampu didengari oleh Yang Maha Esa, luka di hati hanya mampu diubati olehNYA. AMIN...

once again;

i do something with PASSION
i win something with HARDWORK
i achieve something with BLESS

may Allah bless us ALL!!

Just Imagine

2010-01-15T10:27:00.002+08:00

..you may say i'm a dreamer..
...but i'm not the only one...
....i hope some day you'll join us....
.....and the WORLD will be as one.....

&&* peace out *&&

2010-01-06T14:55:00.002+08:00

sat still.....................

and we're off!!!!!

hahaha. for the sake of fun, i am totally nuts like some super-freak-crazee little girl. damn bored, looking around my house like some newcomers, watching other people's blog, makan minum, watch tv, watch glee online, being the new temporary 'bibik'. ahaks. those are technically the things i have been doing over and over everyday. aiyooo. sangat boring.

and due to the boredom, i set off to jusco bkt indah. lookin for PART TIME job!! well, thats something new, coz i have not been thinking to do that so far. so i went there around 11 am, met akmal and went off going round 'n' round the mall. yeah. and finally, after i went around 5-6 shops, we were there sitting at the couch waiting for the manager of Pizza Hut. interviewed for a while, and the job is in my hand. hahaha. show off!!! whatever myself!

license and job; now lets get it straight. i need to stabilise my precious time. morning-license, noon-job. ok that will be fine, i guess, i hope everything will be going fine. aminn.

nursyaFIINA

...temporary maids...routes after SPM??...

2010-01-03T22:02:00.002+08:00
yes, what a title. maids? its an issue being made of from a totally unreasonable reasons. what???!! ahaks. as for sure, for the time being i don't have any permanent maid (or should i call a domestic worker, DW??). Temporary maids come and go, attitude by attitude, scenes by scenes. obviously, i quite like some of the temporary maids, less talking and more working. these likeable temporary maids usually had good communication with us. just some of them, acting like some gangster from KG. PISANG. hahaha. (muka mcm nk cari gaduh la sey..) haiissshh. susah susah susah.

and the ROUTE after spm; seriously i have no idea what to do for the time being, well, actually i do have one. im now on my way taking license. haiyah. sangat lambat woo. but too bad. january is a free month, license month. yeahhh ::))

suggestions is seriously needed; work or eng prog. aiyyooo. hard decisions on the line. job - get some pocket money, eng prog- improve my eng level.

and i'm praying for the best for SPM results!!! takuuuuuttnnyyyeerrr!!! sumpah takut giler! mcm nak nangis pun ada. Ya Allah, let me have the victory after i had done all the hardworks!! please!! aminnn... ::))

talkin about RAYAAA!!!

2009-09-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

"hampehh ar nursya niii..baru skrg nk update blog...". well, thats what precisely my mind was going about. hahaha. I know. I know. Its 24th September and I've just updating my blog. Its like 2 months ago was the latest blog I've updated. Sengal nyerrr!!!

By the way, as usual and as I've expected before, the feel of Raya had suddenly and slowly fading away. I think the reason was because Raya is within our school period and was not quite fun like the years before. Years before, we got longer holidays and therefore, had a better celebrated Raya. haissshh. What to do right? Went back kampung, nothing much cause we stayed for only 2 days and 1 night. I played with Aqil quite alot. Too manja lehhh. (Aqil is my younger cousin, 2 yrs old). He was so excited playing with us as we 4 sisters were the ones that layan him. As most of my cousins are boys and they are all grown-ups, so Aqil had no one to play with but us. hahaha. Miss the moments when Zafirah was a little girl. Undescribable. Busu's staying with us this whole week and going back to Spore tomorrow with Auntie Manja. Thanks like thousands and million times for the help of disciplining my troublesome sisters. Bila Busu cakap korang dengar, bila akak cakap tak nak dengar. Thats all I've been babbling to them every minute every hour. Eventhough you all are the troublemakers my sisters, you're still Nursya's sisters ok?

Again please be noted I'm super busy due to the absence of house maid and eventually I'll be one of the temporary maid despite all of my other sisters. Penat wooo!!! Doakan lah supaya aku dapat bibik lagi yang baik dan bagus dengan cepatnya. Aminnnnn!!!

Pictures to be seen ;

To be continued...
Assalamualaikum!!

-nursyaFIINA-

We Know theres No Boundaries

2009-07-19T16:09:00.003+08:00
yesss!!!
Last published was 16th May 2009!
Where the heck am I all this time? Well, yeah I were busy thinking a way to solve a problem involving the bibik thingy!! Kiddin la. I had things to do. Secreto de Amour!!

One story, I HAVE NO BIBIK FOR NOW!!!
Damn it. Its hard,guys. I want bibik. So I wont be stucking my nose on the ironing board everyday. Tiring yupp. Not just that, these 3 sisters of mine are so sengal. Coz they dont even bother to help me and mak around. And as usual, we will get the 'best' lecture of the whole year from mak if anything happened not like she demanded it to be. Pretty demanding huh? Yeah I know. Although I hate being the messy one and the one who always cleaning up the house, I dont really mengeluh that much. By the way, conclusion is I'm so tired but thankful. Plus I need a bibik!!

Next, Larian sihat storytelling. Man, I love the aerobic we had that day. Unexpectedly, this guy from wherever UTM was fun and totally great. He's good at making people wanted to follow him the steps. Sorts of tunes being used by this guy to make us happy following around. There's zapin, hindi steps, MJ's steps. Ahaks. Nice babe. I want it againnnn. But too bad senior year, last year. Maybe not going to have it again. Kalau ada jodoh, ada lah tuuu...hahaha. Back to the running moments, forgot to mention that Nadz(Nadzirah Mustafa), an old friend of mine was there too. Miss her so much!!! She joined us too. So we ran for I dont know around more than 5 km I guess. Gila arr.. And Amy as always left me behind and I have to catch up with her until Im out of breath. Im so going to kill that girl!!! So we ran and ran. Till the end of the track. Major business!!! I got 5 points babe. Never in my whole SSI life I get 5 points for larian sihat. However, with all the effort being done by MEEEE, thank God for the bless, Im getting HEALTHIER. hahaha. Well, thanks to Amy too for being a great opponent eventhough I get to win over her at the end of the track. Sorry and Padan Muka Amy!!! Hahahaha ;;;;pppp. I'm lovin it. padapapapa....hahaha. Hutan Bandar next. And went back at 12. End of the day. But I have to admit it again, I LOVE THE AEROBIC PART!!! Never had fun like that on aerobics!!! ::::::::::))))))))))

Signed by nursyaFIINA
a.k.a P-nut de Marshmallow.(NICEEEE!!)

Chowwww........

SPEECHLESS!!!

2009-05-16T23:09:00.003+08:00
Yup, I know speechless as in cannot let out a word. But whatever, I'm SUPERspeechless with American Idol's Top 3 Performance, EXAAAMM, life??, and whatsoevercalledspeechless moments. Sometimes we can call it as craaazy or it could lead to something called unnecessarily insane. ahaks. Funny. I've just viewed Faeez's blog. He's happy, everyone's happy even my friends in MRSM are happy with their life. Me? I'm stuck in this miserable life eventhough I'm not that regret with everything I ever done before. Being in a cluster school is not easy. Being the assistant head prefect is not easy. Being in the smartest class is not easy. Being a person named Nursyafi'ina is not easy. Everything's not easy. I'm trying my best to hold on, to let my life go on, pass through all the obstacles as much as possible. NOT EASY. Two words that hold against me. Ya Allah, do help me, I need hope, strength, a little piece of happiness from this world.

I was hoping to be a better person the day after I stepped out of the primary school life. Having a much more complicated life seems to be as complicated as it shoud have been. I'm trying to use this Malay proverb 'Bersusah-susah dahulu, Bersenang-senang kemudian' in my precisely-called full of hardship life. Susah giler beb. Study like hell but still the grades are not satisfying. High hopes from my parents should fire up my self-confidence. Insyaallah I'm really really tring my very best. Its not easy. Pengajaran : Usaha dan tawakal. To my parents, thanks for everything, I would'nt know how to return all your hardship towards your daughters including me. To my sisters, thanks babes, we're SUPERB, no one can be like us. To my friends, I don't know how to describe thank you to y'all. Thanks for being there, happy and bad moments. Thanks for standing up for me. Thanks alot everyone. I 'm just hoping to be the best from the best.

David Archuleta kacak berbaju Melayu dan bersamping‏

2009-04-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

David Archuleta kacak berbaju Melayu dan bersamping

David tampil kacak bergaya dengan berbaju Melayu hijau dan bersamping songket. -foto The Star oleh SIA HONG KIAU
SEAWAL usia 19 tahun, penyanyi remaja kelahiran American Idol, David Archuleta sudah berjaya meraih populariti.
Jejaka yang popular dengan lagu ‘Crush’ dan ‘A Little Too Not Over You’ dan murah dengan senyuman ini pandai mengendalikan kariernya dan bijak menyusun strategi dalam mengekalkan populariti yang diraih sekarang ini.
Mungkin disebabkan pengaruh bapanya, seorang pemuzik jazz yang selalu bermain trumpet di sekitar rumahnya manakala ibunya pula pernah bergelar seorang penyanyi yang melakukan persembahan bersama tiga saudara perempuannya yang menamakan kumpulan mereka sebagai Mayorga Sisters.
Ketika hadir di sidang media di Sunway Lagoon, semalam, David yang tidak lekang dengan senyuman kelihatan kacak bergaya dengan baju Melayu berwarna hijau dan bersamping songket.
Begitu meriah sekali pihak penganjur Sony Music Sdn. Bhd. meraikan kedatangan David dengan iringan paluan kompang.
Gayanya yang bersahaja dan asyik tersenyum itu langsung menampakkan keramahan dan kemesraannya dengan pihak media yang bukan sahaja dihadiri oleh media Malaysia malah juga media dari Indonesia.
Ini kerana David hanya melakukan promo jelajah di Malaysia dan Singapura bagi negara di Asean.
Dia sedang mempromosikan album sulungnya yang telah terjual hampir 10,000 unit selain melakukan showcase ‘David Archuleta Live in KL’ di Sunway Lagoon, melakukan lawatan kejutan ke sebuah sekolah yang bertuah dan bertemu mesra dengan para peminat serta ditemubual oleh pihak media.
David ketawa riang ketika mengikat samping.
Menerusi peraduan ‘never-been-done-before’ yang dianjurkan oleh Sony Music dan Hitz FM, peraduan tersebut dibuka kepada pelajar sekolah menengah di Malaysia untuk memenangi hadiah berupa peluang bertemu dengan David di sekolah mereka.
Peraduan tersebut mendapat sambutan yang menggalakkan dengan jumlah 104,480 penyertaan.
Sekolah Sri KDU telah terpilih sebagai pemenang setelah berjaya mendapat 65,700 mata.
Sepanjang penampilannya di Sri KDU, David telah memberikan sedikit kata-kata motivasi untuk diinpirasikan kepada pelajar.
David juga telah berkongsi cerita tentang bagaimana dia mencapai cita-citanya bergelar seorang penyanyi seperti sekarang selain sesi bersoal jawab di mana pelajar boleh mengenali lebih dekat dengan David.
Di penghujung lawatan itu, David juga telah memenangi hati pelajar dan guru di Sri KDU dengan persembahan ‘impressive’ menerusi dua buah lagu hitsnya iaitu Crush dan A Little Too Not Over You.
Ditanya tentang bagaimana dia melalui zaman remajanya sekarang, David berkata dia menjalani kehidupan seperti remaja biasa yang lain.
“Saya masih berlibur bersama keluarga di rumah dan di luar. Saya juga mempunyai ramai kawan dan saya selalu menghiburkan mereka,” ujarnya.
Bercerita mengenai perancangannya di masa hadapan, David berkata dia mungkin akan mengubah strateginya mengikut perkembangan usianya.
“Saya tidak akan menjadi remaja sepanjang masa. Sekarang, saya lebih menyukai rentak pop tetapi selepas ini saya ingin membuat lagu yang boleh disesuaikan dengan selera semua orang.
“Kalau boleh saya ingin melihat sisi yang berbeza daripada semua lagu saya,” ulasnya.
Diaju tentang baju Melayu yang dipakainya itu, David memuji ‘cool, awesome’ pantas memberitahu yang dia pernah melihat sesetengah orang yang memakai baju Melayu di Amerika Syarikat.
“Memandangkan saya baru pertama kali memakainya, ia memberikan satu pengalaman baru yang berbeza untuk saya,” luahnya yang menghabiskan masa selama empat hari di sini.
Saksikan showcase David Archuleta Live in KL di Sunway Lagoon Amphitheatre pada Sabtu ini, 11 April mulai pukul 3 petang.
David akan menyampaikan lagu-lagu dari album sulungnya seperti Crush, A Little Too Not Over You, Touch My Hand, You Can, Angels dan banyak lagi.
Artis Malaysia iaitu Alif Satar ‘One In A Million’, Daniel Lee ‘Malaysian Idol’ dan Hou Ren ‘Astro Talent Quest 2008’ turut menjayakan persembahan pembuka konsert ini.

-totally CRRRAAAAAZZZZZYYYYYY!!!!-
he's so hot......yeah...obviously!!!

Depressed?? Sengal...

2009-04-10T13:56:00.002+08:00
Ok right. This is going to be such a stupid thing to do. Cause I'm in school. Which is totally lame to do in a school which have a super-duper-extremely slow connection. Well, the main thing I'm posting this blog cause I'm bored hearing and watching my friend layan-ing their feelings with the jiwang songs which is I don't really good at layan-ing them. Jiwang songs? Noo. Totally not me. Mati lah aku.

Kesengalan terserlah. That's the word that I'll be using this whole week. I guess. Cause :
First, I didn't get to go for Archuleta's concert. Weekk!!
Second, Faeez GOT the ticket which is so annoying. Irritating nyer!!!
Third, I didn't GET to go Archie's concert cause obviously memang tak boleh pegi and I got this marching competition yang sangat lame. Sengal!!! Susah jadi senior beb!!

Last but will never ever be the least, I'm totally out of mind, bored, out of order and tuuuttt.....

When You Believe

2009-01-11T13:47:00.001+08:00
"There can be miracles when you believe. Though hope is frail is hard to kill. Who knows what miracles you can achieve. When you believe somehow you will. You will when you believe."

*I hope things will get better soon. Just like the way it was. :)

Berita Terkini - Jam 4.19 ptg

2008-12-31T15:54:00.005+08:00

Puan Hajah Zinap Mohd Menyambut Hari Lahir
oleh Nursyafi'ina Zulkefley

JOHOR BAHRU, 31 Disember - Nenek Zinap kita menyambut hari lahirnya pada hari ini 31 Disember iaitu hari terakhir pada tahun 2008. Sambutan di sini agak meriah oleh anak dan cucu-cucunya. Cucunya, anak sulung kepada pasangan suami isteri, En. Zulkefley & Pn. Fa'izah iaitu Nursyafi'ina, bertungkus-lumus menyediakan kek hari lahir buat neneknya yang tersayang. Dia telah membanting tulang di dapur dan hampir setengah hari berusaha menyiapkan kek buatannya (dalam gambar) itu. Sejurus dengan itu, terdapat cerita di sebalik kisah cucunya itu. Pada malam sebelumnya, tuduhan provokatif Nurul Naziha, adiknya mengenai ketidakbolehan menyediakan kek untuk neneknya ditangkis habis-habisan dan menyebabkan Nursyafi'ina menyalakan api semangatnya untuk membuktikan kepada adiknya itu . Beralaskan semangat yang kental, ternyata Nursyafi'ina tidak berputus asa dan menyahut cabaran tersebut. Kek ber'topping'kan whipping cream dan bertuliskan perkataan bercoklat akhirnya siap dengan mudahnya. Oleh itu, dapatlah dijadikan pengajaran daripada kisah adik ini untuk menjadi seorang yang lebih tabah dan tidak berputus asa walau apa pun terjadi.

Happy Birthday Archie!!!

2008-12-28T17:56:00.001+08:00
Specially for David Archuleta!! Weeee.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!Have a very wonderful day!!!!!

Archie. Archie. All The Way!!

2008-12-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

I have my own copy of D.Archuleta's Album!!! Weeee.... Super-crazy Larr!! Never felt this kind of excitement!!! Best Giler!!! I love him damn much!! Yeah, I know. Everyone had bought it earlier. But who cares. I have one now!!! And its the first album I bought it with my own money!!! How's that...He's so lucky coz I bought his album with my first own money. Hehehe. LOvveeee it anyway!!!

M.G.M

2008-12-22T16:30:00.004+08:00

Yeah. Keep asking yourself what the heck M.G.M stands for. Hahaha. Well, its Melaka-Genting-Melaka. Yup. That's where precisely I went for my holidays. Summary on the trip ; 1st day-Arrived in Melaka in the evening. Went Jusco Melaka for awhile for memoy card. Stupid me forgot to bring the MMC. Sent nenek and bibik to kampung. Slept one night at nek wan's house. Played with the babies, Asri and Aqil. Had a fun time. ; 2nd day-Early in the morning, we went straight to Genting after salam-ing everbody. Well, I had a headache obviously. Some dizziness on transportation. Went on safely up to the hill after reading some prayers. Aminn. Arrived safely. Left our bags at the lobby. There were lots of people in the lobby. Lame. Bought tickets for both indoor and outdoor theme parks. Crazy!! Long queue. Played pirate train, pirate ship, spinner and some others rides. Checked into First World Hotel. Went out again. Played more games. Woohhoo!! Back to our room. Watched tv and slept plus dreaming. ; 3rd day-Woke up for breakfast. Eat, eat and eat. Continuing the rides. Bought the indoor tickets. Haiisshh. Wasted the money. Zafirah's fault. Main lagi. Then at 12 pm checked out. Went down the hills. Straight away to Melaka. Checked in the Avillion Legacy Hotel. Mum booked these huge room named premium studio. Coolieo. There was living room. Two Tv's. Connecting room with Mak and Abah. The kids went on to the swimming pool. I stayed and watched Tv. That night, went to 'I dont know what's the name' place to eat seafood. Sedaaappp gilerr!! ;4th day-Breakfast. Swimming pool again. Checked out. Went to Dataran Pahlawan. Bouth some things. Back to kampung. Took Bibik and nenek stayed with her sister. And finally we arrived in JB at night. -End of the trip story-

Particularly, thats what we, Zulkefley's family do during the hoildays. Yes, tiring a bit. But had fun. If only we could stay longer there in Genting. Well, mak said the rooms are fulled and she could could only get for one night. Zhen Me Ban(What to do??) Nothing lorr.

Raya. Raya. Raya.

2008-10-04T16:14:00.003+08:00

Weee...Selamat Hari Raya everyone!!! Especially to the Muslims!! Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

And yes, finally we reached the best day after running through the days during Ramadhan. In Islam, Raya or 1st of Syawal is our winning day. We've won and celebrate it at the first day of Syawal. Loooovvviinn Itt!! But still I'm not enjoying as much as the other years.... I've been thinking of the upcoming exam. FInal exam!!! Die lar. Don't know if I could finish up all the syllabus. And what am I doing here again not studying??!!! ISh33...

p/s:some pictures during raya!!!

Ramadhan Bulan Penuh Keberkatan

2008-09-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

Allooohhhaa!!! ahaks. I've been away like 4 days this week having this camp named Program Ihya' Ramadhan Peringkat Negeri Johor. Woo..it was kind of tired at first but get used to it after some time. We did lots of things ; ceramah, sembelihan (ayam), pengurusan jenazah, pertandingan nasyid & marhaban and finally I've been the MC for the sembelihan ceramah. Yeah, sounds great, but felt much better when you actually do it. Hehehe.

Well, should be actually this week I get all my subject's marks. Eventhough the only subject I didnt' get for now is EST. Never mind, who cares. Overall my results are as follows; 8A's 1C. Huh...Quite annoying with a C behind. Last time it was much much worse -9A1E. Serious irritated by those marks. Still, I'm going to go for it. Be the best among the rest. I know its quite difficult if it has to be in my class, but nothing is impossible. I can do this yeahhh!!! Anyway, next week going to be Raya!!! Yayyyy!!! And I haven't shop for my tudung and shoes. Yeehhaaa!! Lets go shopping spree...And my mum like usual when it comes to Raya time, she'll surely get burst out, marah sini sana and its all because she's tension bout the decorations, kuih raya, and so on. The splat will eventually hit at me right to my innocent face. Hahaha. Thats what mums always do. Just deal with it and over it. Finally, wishes to Bulan Ramadhan 'I Hope I can spend another time in bulan Ramadhan. Insyaallah we'll meet again. You're leaving me after all the good deeds I've done during Ramadhan. You're a special month and I'm suely gonna miss you. Till we meet again. Aminn.'

-Nursyafi'ina Zulkefley-

Moderating It....

2008-09-21T18:55:00.002+08:00
completo!! Hahaha. Hey, I've been completing all the tasks right here, right now. Incrediblio!! I made cookies for raya, I packed my bag for the camp, I'm fasting without any problem, I helped my mum out packing Bubur at surau. Well, quite nervous right now waiting for tomorrow's shiny day to come out. Results for the test is tomorrow!! Dying of waiting, Dying of hoping, Dying of pretending it wouldn't be tomorrow, Dying of sitting here expecting something unusual. Yeah, quite boring. But we'll see bout tomorrow.. Ariosss!!

-Nursyafi'ina Zulkefley-

Admitting Everything Has A Good Reason Beyond the Circumstances

2008-09-19T22:37:00.002+08:00
aha. Finally, after 2 month dissapearing form whereever, I came back to write new stories, new things happenned beside me time to time, day to day. Expressing everything fresh to be share with. Today I eventually learned a new principle in my life. 'Never envied you friends eventhough they are smarter, greater, prettier, cooler or whatever it is'. Well, its nt ACTUALLY today, I've been realised this thing long time ago and only have the chance to open it to the public now. As an example, just right after you get your exam results, you will going after you friends to ask about their marks. Your mind kept on playing, 'Are they better than me?, Am I the only one having lower marks?'. Aaarrggghh. These questions will keep on repeating without realising that you are actually suffering in a pain. Deeply in pain. You hurt yourself without knowing it. Why did I say these? Its because I experienced it myself. I hate it when I actuall think about it. And felt regret for have that feeling.

Being in the class full with really really good and smart students is very hard. I meant really really super hard. Its very competitive out there. See, there are advantages and disadvantages when you are stuck in this situation. Advantages ; you will eventually increases the competitive side of yours and have the will to be better by starting to study hard plus smart. You keep on telling yourself to have faith in yourself and find the other side of you, a side full of uniqueness, great abilities that you actually have but you just dont know bout it. Disadvantages ; you will feeli like some kind of a loser in the class and lose all the faith in yourself when you actually know you can do it. You felt dissapointed and said that this is one of the bad luck that strucks straight on you.

Just that try to balance it out. You will work it out. Seriously, just trust me. FYI, I have lots of smart students in my class. When they've got their results, I just can't believe what I just saw. They've got better results than me when actually that I know that I work harder than them. See, sometimes we just felt that this is really unfair. Let me tell you, life is unfair. But I know God is fair to us. How about you do some flashbacks, thinking back why did good luck stays besides them? First, we were born differently. Therefore, we have different abilities, different opinions, different specialties. Don't feel down of who you are. All the problems we had are only some tests that God gave us to test if we are strong enough to overcome the situations.

Lastly but not least, again I'm going to make a point here. Be positive in whatever you're doing and there's limit in everything you're doing. Still as a teenager, of course the feeling won't simply vanished *pooff* just like that. Well, at least I know it won't. Still not the time for us to have true love. But I do believe that everyone will get his/her true love one day. Just on that one day. One more thing, I love these guys badly : David Archuleta(innocent little boy, sweet voice), Joe Jonas(he's damn hilarious, funny!! HOTT!!), Aliff Aziz(all-in-one package), Taufik Batisah(he's hot, great, superb), Fairuzizuan(badminton player, YESSH!!)

lovely done by :
-Nursyafi'ina Zulkefley-

K.E.B.E.R.K.A.T.A.N

2008-07-18T22:18:00.002+08:00
Ahaks. Assalamualaikum. Life sometimes can be so fun huh? And stressful too. The most unexciting moments of course the stressful one. Ish3. Being a school prefect is not easy. I thought it will be just some duty during some time. But actually there's a feeling where you think you're holding a big responsibility. SERIOUS big!! Then, the discipline teacher, you know when the teacher high hopes on you, you'll feel tension of it. She asked me if I could try to control all the Form 4's prefects. Walao wei. What does she think I am? I'm just a girl. Yeah of course the responsibilty is bigger than you can ever thought. Instead I told her I tried my best. Hahaha. If only I could. One of my big dreams is to have this personality which you are full of excitement and can give happiness to all the people around us. Now, I'm still developing that kind of personality. Insyaallah with the Allah's bless, I can get what I one with a little bit of hardworking. Aminn.

Yesterday, I got my Biology, Chemistry and Physics paper. I pity one of my friend in the class who failed for her Chemistry and she's seriosly sad about it. Of course lar who wouldn't have cried if you failed in your exam. Duhh. Then after some time she still crying. So I asked her what's wrong with her. Actually she cried cause she felt so tension in the class watching almost half of the class getting good results, 80 something 90 something. And she felt that she's so stupid in the class. But after a few advises, she eventually recover back. Kesian dia.... I prayed for all my friends to have a good life without any serious worries..

Test.Exams.Pens.Papers.Ready!!

2008-07-15T18:03:00.003+08:00
Phewww!! What a day! Just now I took my 2nd day test. Including English, Biology, Chemistry and P.Islam. The others were quite ok but my P.Islam went badly. I thought it would be easy as usual. Out of my thoughts, it was damn hard. The teacher told us all the sub-topics that would come out during the test but it turns out only some of it was in the test. And the one in the test is super hard. Aaarrggh. Now I'm not confident of getting 1A for P.Islam. Oh my...I wish I could redo the test or maybe teacher should redo th equestions. Hahaha. Never mind. Whats past let it past. And one more thing, the English paper is so whatever. Freakin crazy. We were informed that the paper will be on literature which the ones we had learn some of it. Then guess what? The only questions that I could answer is one of the poem and the short stories. I was seriously blurr that time and don't know what to do. So I 'hentam' the answers. Tomorrow I'm having my Add Maths paper. Some part of me felt nervous well the others felt so excited. My emotions is so unpredictable. Anyway, wish me luck!!

Suprisingly In My Whole Life

2008-01-12T16:47:00.000+08:00
Hey! What a great day I have. Although you maybe thinking its not that great but for me, today can be called as a great time. Well, at the beginning it wasn't that great because of the form 5 students in the Police Cadet. I thought being a police cadet should be more discipline and a very very focus person. But then, these fellows kept on doing some stupid jokes which is not funny. I am being annoyed by those people. If I've had followed my heart, I would want to raise my hand and said,"Sir, you asked us to be more serious during practise but you yourself are not serious". But I'm not that evil to say that. I tried to relax a bit so no one's get hurt. Its true right? They as the seniors always remind us to be serious, but they actually don't. Its not fair for the others. As an example, I used the St. John's Ambulance Cadet. They are so discipline. I'm so impressed with them. They kept on doing the marching practise from the start till the end. Not that I'm on their side, but that's the truth. Ok, done with the story. So we ended the practise at about 10 am.

Then, we went to register our names for the clubs. It took alot of time to choose a club. And guess what? We at last chose 'kelab kompang' which they've just started accepting girls for their club this year. Hahahaha. Actually we are doing some crazy things. There were alots and lots of guys. And we're the only 6 girls in the club. Hahaha. Crazzyy!! Next, we practised playing the 'kompang' and kept on laughing cause its not working. So some fellows teached us how to play those things and we made it but not good enough.We need more practises. So I let out all my feelings to the kompang. I felt so relieved. Its like we are slapping people's faces. So fffuuunn!!! At 12.30pm, we went back. I felt so sleepy, so I decided to sleep for 1-2 hours. With all that marching and slapping the 'kompang(ahaks), it was damn tiring. But had fun anyway!

Sadness Of The Day

2008-01-09T18:54:00.000+08:00
Sad? People must be wondering why should I be sad? Well, I've been thinking the same. Sometimes I will have a sudden feeling of sad without knowing the reason. Weird right? I am weird in different way. Craaazzyy. Never mind. Leave that piece of mind alone. But I still want to know what and why am I sad? Maybe I should see the counsellor. Get some advice. Or maybe it won't works. Am I jealous of someone? Am I being mad at someone? Am I CRAZY???? This feeling makes me wanna cry and scream. I want to let out this not-specified feeling somewhere far from me. Very far far away.
Ok. I want to list out some of the reasons that MAYBE made me sad. (not sure) :
- first, I'm separating from my friends and being alone in the class
- Next, I'm damn bored and it's seriously not me.
- And I have no one to talk to in class
- Or I'm jealous of someone

*ermmm. lets figure out whats the problem actually.
Maybe all of em are included. I'm not sure. I need someone to talk to. In class, Amirah of course not gooing to talk to me as she had Hanis and Jeevitha in the class. Even Amir realised that there's something wrong about me. He said I look different. Maybe b'cause I looked quiet and not happy like I usually am. Oh please ya Allah, I felt so disturbed. I hate it. I want to be cheerful like I usually do. How come when it comes to a new year, I should be sad right? huurrmm.. ::(((

On Having New Year's Resolutions

2008-01-07T16:23:00.000+08:00
Everyone's keep asking,"What's your new year's resolution? or What do you want do this year?". Well, me, Nursyaf'ina is also kept on asking myself what is my new year's resolution. I've been thinking during my last holiday in December. All stupid mistakes that I've done in the past had been a great teaching to me. I tried not to repeat the same mistake. So, I think my new year's resolutions are :
- read more books (including revision books)
- be more smarter in my studies
- keep on wishing to get that SLR cameras(until I'm 18 later)
- get involve in sports like netball, badminton or others
- get a new life

Ok, done with my new year's resolutions. I want to continue my dramatic feelings. Do you have the feeling to be the best among the best? Of course right? Well, for me based on the experience I had, its not easy to be the best. More hardworks needed. I know of course everybody can do it but seriously is not that easy dude. Then, guess what? I've just realised that on of my friends is not truly a friend of mine. How could she suddenly accused me of doing things that I've not done? I don't know where she got those fake stories and suddenly accused me like that. What's her problem? From whom did she got those stories? You know, its such a stupid thing to do by accusing people without knowing the truth. I didn;t even speak a word. How am I gonna explain if she suddenly attack me like that? I hate it. ALOT AND ALOT.

Cerita Berakhir Tak Senang

2008-01-05T22:11:00.000+08:00
Why di I feel this way? I thought this feeling had vanished long time ago. Why did it came back? I had tried to hide this feelings alot of time. This feeling of having a special person in your life. I don't want to have this feeling. I don't want to burden myself. It could hurt me or maybe the other way round. Please, ya Allah, help me of getting rid of this feeling.

Ok, enough for the dramatic story side of mine. Ahaks. Not important for me. Yeah. Story about today. I woke up early in the morning with my messy style hair. I loved it sometimes and hate it too. But still love it coz it stills my hair. Next, I helped Mak made some breakfast. Great cook, okay? I'm so good in cooking my own style food. Hahahaha. Then, after I ate my breakfast, got ready to go Woodlands for the library. Ya right. I'm a bookworm sometimes. So, I went to sent back my books and borrowed some other books. Books that I've never read before. Mostly I read more to adventure and mystery. Love and drama is another option. I'll choose em if its necessary. Lame, huh? Too bad. I am lame. After spending a LITTLE time in the library, then me and my family went to Causeway Point right behind the Woodlands Community Centre. We took our lunch at Long John Silver's. Right after then, bought some clothes and shoes which my dad kind of bored waiing us outside the shops. Sorry, abah. What to do? Girls love shopping. But seriously I'm not that addicted of shopping around. Just when I need to buy some of em. We went back after walked about half an hour looking around the shopping centre. Back in Johor, at about 4.oop.m. and I'm seriously super extremely tired. I have a short nap for awhile.

P/S: and seriously I need opinion on what should I take for additional subjects? Should I take it or just leave it?

Being In The Same Situation Again!!

2008-01-04T14:53:00.000+08:00
situation : SMK Sultan Ismail
problem : -being in the class of the smart people. Really smart!!!
-no one to-talk to in class. separating with my friends

Ok, the story begins like this. I thought I could get a class which as same as last year. But it turns out to be different. I've got myself in a class of full of smart and intelligent people AGAIN like being two years before when I was in secondary two. And one more thing, I'm no longer with my friends again. We are separating in different classes including me. Now, I'm on my own. Well, I'm expecting to be the quiet one for maybe more than two weeks. I hope with this kind of changing, I would become a useful person. I want to try my best from now on and getting good reslts. I know I could not waste my time like I used to do in the past. The competition is much much more harder and I need to struggle to get the best. Its not easy to be in a class which most of them are intelligent. I hope I could cope with that. If I get to go to MRSM, then I'll go. And if I get, I would want to start a new life. With new wishes and hopes, I know I could be a responsible person.

First Day As A Form 4 Student

2008-01-03T21:01:00.000+08:00
Everything is normal this morning. Except that I need to wake up early as I' m know in the morning session. I'm not that used to wake up early but maybe I will later. So, with the excited feeling of going back to school, I kept on smiling like an insane person. Hahaha. Then, met my friends at the hall. Those who were prefects last year were now a student jst like one of s. They looked so different. And sometimes I could even said they looked like the nerds one. Hahaha. Just joking around. I think I'm the only one have the 'semangat' to go back to school. I missed school and friends damn much. Remembering those moments in my class last time. It was so fun. Well, for your information, I had always love disturbing people although they were doing some work. FUUNN!!! I'm a fun disturber. Ok continue with our story today. My bus had turned from an ordinary pumpkin to a some kind of a princess ride to the ball. Hahahaha. Last year, uncle used that 'bas burok' and now he used the new one. And its much much more better. As soon as i got up on the bus, I found a seat just for me. Ceyh, no larr. There's an empty seat. So, I sit lar. I don't even watch whoever was at the behind of the bus. Well, I've tried to ignore this one person who still irritates me although the thing(problem) had done long long before. Just pretend that I don't know her. I've planned to not know her and I DON'T WANNA KNOW HER!!! Pheeeww...lega sikit dah cakap. Kalau tak asyik dendam jek.